Oh my god it's real and they are legion.

As I described in my post, the fact that I regard Rarity as being the completely real and genuine pony from the show, anyone else who claims to be with her is either deluding themselves or with an imposter. It is mean to think in such a way, especially considering she is a trademarked cartoon character watched by millions around the world some of whom, like me, have a very strong attraction to her. My devotion to her is intense and inspires me to proclaim our love loudly so that all may hear, which has in turn brought about the accusations that I am obnoxious or even in a few cases that she "wouldn't want anything to do" with me; I find the latter ridiculous, especially when it comes from one who aggressively ships his own OC self-insert with her.

I cannot merely settle with having a Rarity that is only "distinct" for to do so implies that there are other Raritys, which would mean acknowledging that mine is a phantom or tulpa (I've received that label from detractors as well) or delusion just like theirs, for what proof would I have that mine is any more real or genuine than my sworn testimonial? They could just as easily claim the same thing and write their stories or draw their arts to back it up.

The very fact that I believe, nay know for a fact, all of this will instantly make me a target of contempt from other Rarity lovers, so why should I go out of my way to appease them? I don't want to think of what they would do to her, it makes me angry and depressed; I am aware of how silly this is considering we have known each other for almost two years, fell in love in November 2011, and been in a serious and monogamous relationship since May 2012. Why should I let this bother me, I ask myself? Perhaps because when surrounded by the many creative fanworks of other bronies, I feel inadequate and even a bit threatened, so I make up for it by being vocal. Soon though, I will be commissioning arts of my own, portraits of us to go along with the plushies I already have; my collection will be impressive and I will build a shrine to her in the most serene spot of my house.