The short, whining follow up to the Arcana wank:

"I don't care how many fucking snotty, selfish, resentful little bitches insult me or my stuff..."

Because disliking her work means it's a personal issue, obviously.

In case it gets deleted or friends locked!:

I'm going to keep this rant brief, since karasuyurei already said pretty much everything on my mind, and I posted on the Arcana comm already. Should I friends lock this? Probably. Should I put it in an LJ cut? Almost definitely. But I'm fucking sick and tired of creeping around everyone's feelings. Days like this honestly make me want to just give the fuck up. Close my LJ, close my website, stop writing, reading, or God forbid posting fanfiction, get a new SN so only friends had it, and just walk away from all the fucking shit. Here's the gist of my thoughts:

FUCK YOU, WORLD.

I don't care how many fucking snotty, selfish, resentful little bitches insult me or my stuff. I don't give a flying shit how many people call my talent into question. I'm going to write because that's what I love to do, and I'm going to keep fucking posting as long as there's still one single fucking person on the internet who still reads and likes my stuff.

I feel a bit better. Honestly, I think the X fandom might have destroyed my sanity.

On that note, post on knkfics, and FUCK YOU WORLD. It's worth repeating.

She can’t take anything less than shining, squealing praise, I see.