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Part One

narcissam
2006-02-09 09:56 pm UTC (link)

I think my brain cells are dead now. I transcribed that audio post, just trying to count the number of times she said 'like.' It has little technical gaps in it.

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Oh Jesus Christ, I am... like *beyond* upset right now, like... it... it... like... the majority doesn't even have to do with me. But honestly, people, *Scott* is a mother-fucking asshole. Like I just a stumbled upon a very... like fun little expose-*testimonial*-little-thingy that he wrote in the last month about me. And it's funny because me and someone else were talking and we were pretty much saying, "Well, replace Lori's name with his name and that's closer to the truth of... you know, what really happened." And it was just... it.. it's really no fun. Like I feel really bad. Because like................

I've been talking to like a couple female friends that, you know, 'd gotten involved with him. And like... each one was a little upset at me for like not warning them what type of person he really was. So I've pretty much decided that this is the last straw and that people need to be warned the type of person he like really is. He's.. He's not a fun guy. Like, His online personality compared to his real-life 3D self is a totally different thing. Like, I'm going to explain it one day, like I'm honestly... this is the last straw. I saw that post. It's like, He hates drama, he says, or you know so he claims, that he hates drama and he just wants to forget about me but why is it that he keeps on fucking feeding the fire? Why does he keep on crossing that line and doing stuff like... oh the ring drama, it was just like.. I'm not even going to think about that... but like, even like after that, I would have assumed that he wanted to stop the drama. I didn't think I'd find this on-line testimonial thing.

It's like... he says all these horrible, mean things about me. Doesn't he think that maybe in some way people aren't really going to believe him? Like... I... I don't know... like... I'm just sitting here just wondering, what type of person was I like involved with?????

Like yeah, I was.. I was eighteen years old at the time so I was a little young and a little stupid. You know... like I'm going about to turn fucking twenty-one and like... I don't know. Like I don't know if two years is that much... like two and a half years is that much of like a difference to totally jar somebody out of the type of person they used to be but [indecipheral scream of something].

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Part Two

narcissam
2006-02-09 09:56 pm UTC (link)

Just talking about me right now, I'm still... Jesus Christ, things are about to get really, really ugly. Like I've been trying to let this go, but he just keeps on crossing that fucking line, like I just want this [gap] calling me out. I want him to stop talking about me, I want him to stop bitching to my friends about me. Cause like he's... he's dumb, like he assumes that like my friends aren't going to tell me. He assumes that you know my friends aren't going to tell me that he.. you know wishes that he choked me harder the first time and that you know, if I so much as look at him funny at [?]Con, he just might do it again.

It's like, people really need to know the type of person he is. You know, he's a pyschopath. He's got so many delusions and it's ridiculous. Like I feel really bad for all the girls now that like he's fucked with mentally, that have actually spoken to me about it.

Like Jesus Christ in the next month he's about to have like... a brick house fall on top of him. I have so much shit on him, I have so much information, I have sohhh much back-up that I haven't yet used, because I wanted this to go away, I wanted this to just stop, I wanted people to just let it go - this was... this was over a year ago, you know well over a year ago. And like... I guess maybe I should have spoke up sooner. Maybe I should have posted my side of things sooner. Maybe I would of been a little bit more credible had I posted these things before he did, had I complained before he did. But you know, I like being a bigger person, I like kind of ignoring the things, because you know I've had to deal with drama a lot during my life. But like.......

I don't... he doesn't deserve people to be nice to him.

Like.... he's uh.... yeah.... it's going to be a lovely, lovely five page essay that I'm going write on the bastard.

And like, hopefully, people can actually see him.... Well no, people have already started to see him for the person he is. And like mutual friends that are no longer mutual friends because they've decided to ditch his ass, have them come up to me and be like "yeah, yeah, sorry, we didn't see this sooner." I'm like, "Nah, don't worry, not a problem. You've figured out he's an asshole now. That's all that matters." You know, in the end people see, you know, who's the better person in that type of situation.

But umm... but yeah, he's crossed to the fucking line now and get royally fucked like if you stay neutral like you might have to take sides, I suggest you tell me because like if you don't want anything to do with him, I'll filter you, you know, the less leakers I have the better. I will start deleting people pretty soon though that I think will tell him. It's like maybe three people. Then leak to him. So like uh... you might want to tell him he's about to be royally fucked with.

dares to try to do anything at [?] con, because knowing the type of person he is, he will. No, actually, no. He knows... he knows not to do shit in public. He's always been hoping that's more... But ummm... but . making a little [?] post about him, so are a couple other people, and umm... it's going to be for the entire public to see, because I was getting sick of girls getting fucked coming to me and being like "Why didn't you yadda yadda?" Like people need to know that he's an ass-hole, a complete ass-hole. And ummm...... yeah.

So... uh... I'm going to go now. And... this... ummm... I'm utterly annoyed by all this. And at least now by taking some action it puts a stop to it... to this bullshit. Everything needs to end.

Anyway, tommorow, so I should really be getting to bed soon. I'll talk to a few of you later. Bye!

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	Re: Part Two sailorjpg 2006-02-09 10:00 pm UTC (link)
	You're one hell of a masochist. (Reply to this)(Parent)

	Re: Part Two braisinhussy 2006-02-09 10:03 pm UTC (link)
	Thanks for the transcription for those of us unable to take a listen. (: Wow. (Reply to this)(Parent)

	Re: Part Two carlanime 2006-02-09 10:05 pm UTC (link)
	I transcribed that audio post, You're, like, the bravest person I know. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)