I had no idea crazy was being reclaimed even a little bit.

Two of my friends always laughed at me being "so crazy" (bipolar I that had come with a little psychosis after all) and two who insist that I not think of myself as "crazy" because it demeaned me and reduced my condition to something mockable....

Guess who stayed around when things went south for my "craziness" (the first two told me they didn't want to "enable the crazy" and left me to fend for myself; the second two brought me back from the brink).

I still hate myself enough to call myself crazy and mean bad things. Although I'm slowly getting gently pushed out of the habit.