That is...pretty much exactly the job I'm currently in. It doesn't help that the industry is pretty crisis-prone anyway, but the company is also set up in such a way as to provoke random regular flare-ups, a manager that says I am both completely incapable (despite being fucking headhunted) and also indispensable, who hands out rewards and punishments by no discernible trigger....

It should have been my ideal job. I adore my industry, and this portfolio is in a subject I've wanted since I joined the industry. But within 6 months of joining, I was having suicidal idealisation and had to take a week off sick with stress. I can see how if she'd gone for a slow burn with introducing me to the sick system I would have been trapped.

Next Wednesday is my last day in this job. Fuck you and goodbye was the only was to survive.