I'm glad I missed all that. Just reading about it is giving me Dizzy!Head. I never used to get that, it wasn't until I was assaulted. After that, when I'm triggered in a huge way and I feel overwhelmed by the aggression, I get dizzy sitting down. I have to actually step away and calm down or I will fall unconscious.

I never thought that I would feel unwelcome in Trek fandom. What pisses me off is that I've been a Trek fan longer than most of these shitheads have been alive.