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Sunday, November 13th, 2005
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1:52p - FW Murders
I'm posting this to ![[info]](http://www.journalfen.net/img/community.gif) wankitywank because, while we had nothing to do with this announcement itself, it's all about FW.
It's been taken down since, but Caina posted on her website that we're killing her.
I have an announcement that I'm sure will make those who hate me do the happy dance.
I've recently (like yesterday) been diagnosed with congestive heart failure and sleep apnea. I'm not really sure yet what that involves, but I haven't slept in 10 days because my heart seems to try and stop whenever I lie down. I've been put on a diuretic to get rid of excess fluid from my body/lungs, but more has to be done, the details of which I won't go into here. I'm very ill, however, needless to say.
Stress is also literally killing me, I think, and I do suffer a lot of stress in the online world. I'm contantly disgusted with being harassed for every single opinion or statement I make, even if it isn't intended to be offensive (some people love my opinions, others hate them, which is to be expected,of course). A heart (and breathing) problem is nothing to play with. Right now my online future is in question. I don't want to get angry about something some moron said on my tag-board and go into cardiac arrest because I let them stress me out.
If you don't hear from me for awhile, I want you to know it's because I'm trying to evaluate what direction I want to take with my future. So, for those of you who continually wish death upon me, you may find yourself in luck. Keep your fingers crossed. With the kind of health problems I'm having, I may lay down to sleep one night and never get back up. That would make your lives a bit happier, wouldn't it?
Do I even need to say I've never wished Caina, or any other wanker, dead?
I'll take her illness at face value and wish her off the internet until she can deal with stress.
NM
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