sometimes I feel like I can't take it anymore...
it just goes on.
it doesn't stop.
it never stops for me.

I wonder if it stops for other people? sometimes it seems like it does...
what is that? confidence? assurance? fate?
why do some people cope, while others just faux cope like me

cause, sure, I can look great, I can look like I'm 1000% fine, but... am I?
am I ever?

or am I just fooling myself?