Saw Billy tonight. I haven't seen that one in a good long while. Guess he didn't see me, though. Not surprising, since he was with someone. He was wearing a collar, too. Not just a scening collar, either. Looked real pretty.
Guess he found someone to keep him. I'm glad for that.
Met this abso-fucking-lutely gorgeous deaf guy, too. Too bad he's a sub. I'd do him free of charge, damn. I should take a refresher course in sign language.
Also saw James and Ewan. Well... did more than see 'em. Heh. They're pretty deep in it with each other. It's cute, really.
They tied me down over the table. Got a bit of a beating out of that. Enough to ache nicely. Bit Ewan's cock without meaning to. Maybe I ought to go to Sarlat for refresher courses, too.
I'm getting a little worried about James, though. The way he looks at me, touches me.... Hell, he even tried that making love stuff a while ago. What I can't figure out is why. I mean, he's got Ewan. I'm just an in-house slave. I'm here to be used, abused, fucked and beaten.
I think maybe he's getting the wrong idea. Maybe I shouldn't have stopped charging him.
Henry's got someone now, too. Oded. He's so in love he's flippin' terrified. Poor kid. Says Oded is real understanding about his job. But I wonder how long Henry will be understanding about it.
That kid's not a lifer anyway. No more than Billy was. Not like me.
They'd better be kept happy, though, or I'll have to start a hit list.