| Locked to Phillip |
[08 Dec 2005|10:45pm] |
I've been thinking a lot about us lately. You've moved so completely into my life that I can't really remember a time without you. Or imagine what it was like to wake up without the warmth of your body against mine, the scent of your hair filling my nose. I love you. I got the part in Three Days of Rain. Which means long hours starting again in the future, but at least it's in New York. I think auditioning for this I realized that I will not be taking any more parts that require me to be out of town for very long.
Hope you aren't too disappointed that you're movie star boyfriend might just go back to doing stage work.
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[21 Nov 2005|08:52am] |
So, the show isn't as dead as I thought, we're still in our final death throes apparently.
Mike, thanks for the cameo man. Totally appreciate it.
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| Open to Phillip |
[04 Nov 2005|08:10am] |
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How would you feel about getting away for a weekend? Just you and me. Maybe up to that cabin? The leaves are changing and all.
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[26 Oct 2005|04:05pm] |
Brad watches Phillip go off to work and hangs around the house. He answers a few emails, but doesn't really do much else. Once again a show he thought was going to be great gets dumped and Brad along with it. Oh, it's not officially cancelled, but they arne't filming any more, which leaves him hours a day to do nothing.
Not for the first time, he thinks about just giving up acting all together and finding something else to do with himself. Brad can feel the depression closing around him and most of the time he fights with it, telling himself he has nothing to be depressed about. He has the world's most amazing boyfriend, a great home, his finances are still excellent, but that doesn't make him feel like less of a failure.
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[10 Oct 2005|07:46am] |
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Well...the show was going great. Bah, maybe I should just go back to stage work.
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[01 Oct 2005|07:34pm] |
Show is going soooo well that I'm almost afraid. At least this time I know they aren't going to let me go..I'm sort of the main character.
I'm content. Just...happy and Phillip seems happy and I keep waiting for the other shoe to fall, but it doesn't I wonder how long it will take before I relax.
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[19 Sep 2005|01:55pm] |
So, I'm hanging around onthe set this morning and I'm watching them cook up some of the food that we have to use. Oh God it smelled good. Anyway, I'm watching and I was thinking...hey, that's a pretty amazing stove. Wonder if Phillip would like it. Then I just happened to wander in while you were cooking and I started thinking that we have room for a stove like that.
So...what would you think about a commercial stove in the kitchen?
By the way...your ass is mezmerizing when you bend over to look in the oven...just saying.
Love you!
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| Locked to Philllip |
[10 Sep 2005|09:44pm] |
Hey sexy man. You and me and a dance club have a date tonight. I know it's kinda late, but feel up to it?
Love you. Wear the leather pants?
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[26 Aug 2005|12:14am] |
OMG! LOVE THIS NEW SHOW.
Seriously, I don't mind playing the shithead every so often, but comedy is just so much more fun. Not to mention al the cool things I'm learing to impress Phillip with.
( Private )
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[19 Aug 2005|07:33pm] |
Okay, so the big one year anniversary is coming up and I...don't know what to get Philip. I know I want to take him somewhere, maybe back to Hawaii or to Fiji. Somewhere we can walk around with very little clothing on.
I want this to be special and I really, really don't want to fuck it up.
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[15 Aug 2005|07:26am] |
New show-Good
Being back in "our" home-Great
Phillip-fucking fantastic.
I wish we didn't travel so much. I'd like a cat.
yep, that's about it.
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[08 Aug 2005|10:14am] |
Back to NYC. I'm going to miss the beach, but it will be good to be home, not that I wasn't home before because I was. Really…anywhere with Phillip is home.
Mom is bugging me for a visit again soon. We may have to arrange that. I need to find out when Phillip gets a vacation again. I want to whisk him away, just us.
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[02 Aug 2005|10:19am] |
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Hey! Dinner tonight? I mean, out. You and me. Nice dinner, nice restaurant.
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[20 Jul 2005|07:12pm] |
Suddenly grilling has taken on a whole new meaning.
Mmm...the power of the tongs.
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[18 Jul 2005|08:30am] |
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You know...I didn't realize those long aaprons would have such an effect on you....I'm still grinning.
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[30 Jun 2005|09:02am] |
I'm really sorry for the short notice, but I got a call to go back to the city for some show stuff. I'll only be gone a couple days and be back Saturday afternoon. Just in time to spend the rest of the day with my favorite person.
I love you. I'll run by there on my way out for a quick goodbye. Okay..I know the kids and all..I said quick. Yes, I'm laughing.
Love you!
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[14 Jun 2005|10:20am] |
I've been thinking about a bit of vacation after Diane's done fiming. You and me and a lot of cooler weather and mother nature...
Jeff, the guy I was in Touching Evil with has a house just outside Denali National Park. He sent me a picture of it. Cabin.
Think we can get two weeks on our own?
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[14 Jun 2005|08:35am] |
Being in LA is great. Don't get me wrong, I love the other coast, but the sun...the beaches...the excuse to keep Phillip only half dressed..these are all great things.
We haven't had a repeat of him going near headspace which I guess is good, but at the same time part of me kind of misses that. I still miss subbing sometimes, but not as much as I thought I would. It's kind of weird I think. I mean, I thought that I would really miss it. There are times I do, but for the most part, it's okay. Mostly I think I miss someone just fucking me so hard I can barely breathe, but then I look at Phillip and the trade off is so fucking worth it.
This weekend, I woke him up by sliding my fingers into him before he was even awake, then fucking him as soon as he woke up. I even got him to go back to sleep until almost nine am afterward. Wonder if he'd like to take a little vacation after LA before we go back to the city. Just him and me somewhere quiet. Yeah, I'll have to ask him.
ETA: I need to stop posting before I'm fully awake. My typing sucks ass.
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