[Locked to Est members]I guess it's official now.
Technically "Indefinite hibernation" isn't the same as splitting up, but really...
What I keep coming back to is how much this feels like getting divorced did. When you still love someone but you've realised that what you have isn't going to work any more. I managed exactly four years of being married, I've been playing music with Ben and Chris for twenty. Who you are at thirty two isn't who you are at twelve, and I still love them but we're different people now, very different people.
My brother is coming over in a bit and we're going to get drunk, it seems like a good idea. Any advice? I guess it's probably a bit like having a TV show or something finish too, not quite the same, but when everything shifts under you.
I'll be fine. It's just going to take work.