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E-Mail to Eric Dane from Alyssa Milano [Feb. 1st, 2011|01:42 pm]
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TO: EricDane@Establishment.com

FROM: AlyssaMilano@Establishment.com

Hey there stranger! How is life treating you, sweetie? I haven't seen you in forever it seems and was wondering if you might want to get together for coffee, yes just coffee. :)

I do have a proposition for you. How are you with animals?

I'll fill you in on the details when I see you. Take care, sweetie, and I'd better get a yes and a time soon.

-Alyssa ♥
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Alyssa Milano and Misha Collins - A Stitch In Mine [Jul. 15th, 2010|10:29 pm]
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Warnings: Needle play, blood play, corseting

[Backdated to just after Christmas 2009]

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The muffled cry comes as her hands slip once more, her arms feeling like concrete. )
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Alyssa Milano, Misha Collins and Amanda Seyfried - Two on One [May. 27th, 2010|07:39 pm]
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[Backdated to August 15, 2009]

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Sir has ingenious ways )
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Alyssa and Tom Welling - Meetings and puppy parks [Feb. 3rd, 2010|03:22 am]
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I'm Tom. )
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Alyssa Milano and Misha Collins - Of Blood and Steel [Nov. 22nd, 2009|02:41 pm]
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WARNING FOR BLOODPLAY! (If blood and knives squick you, this is NOT the fic for you. Also touches of vampirisim and unprotected sex. They're playing RACK, not SSC here. This scene goes beyond what has been seen much here in the Establishment. You have been officially warned.)

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The tears come from the times Misha has let her get close only to turn the vibrations off, leaving her sobbing in frustration. )
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The J's Meet Misha's Slave [Nov. 11th, 2009|06:22 am]
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[Backdated to October 26, the day after Alyssa arrives in Vancouver]

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The next morning, Misha gives Alyssa a choice--she can either sleep in and he can grab her at lunch time to come down to set, or she can come with him and watch him work all day. Either way he knows he wants her to meet both Jared and Jensen, wants them to get used to the idea of her being around, especially if he's going to have her stay with him permanently while he's in Vancouver filming. The bruises on her throat--both from his fingers while choking her and the bite marks--are pretty livid, but he has to confess to himself that he doesn't want her to cover them up with a scarf. Let them see the marks. At some point or another they're going to anyway. He's bought her a little silver chain necklace with a padlock charm which will act as her collar when they're out in the vanilla world--they're so popular these days, most people won't even blink. But he'll know what it means, and so will certain others.

I hope they like me. )
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Alyssa and Misha - Alyssa visits Vancouver [Nov. 10th, 2009|12:40 am]
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[Took place October 25th, after Misha's little bout with frustration]

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How much do you like these clothes? )
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Alyssa, Misha and Milo - Meeting everyone [Sep. 20th, 2009|11:38 pm]
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[Early fall - September 20, 2009]


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He's been seeing both of them for a few months now, but thanks to their crazy schedules (well his and Milo's anyway), they've never been able to sit down and just get together and have dinner. But Misha has been wanting to make that happen for a while--he's tried to be open to both of them about his own activities and their importance to him--both of them, for different reasons. So tonight's the night. His lover will meet his slave. And vice versa.

What could be better? )
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Alyssa Milano and Misha Collins - Playing with steel [Sep. 12th, 2009|09:15 pm]
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[Backdated to May 3 - follows this
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Warnings: Cages, orgasm denial, come facial, light humiliation


Saturday was spent shopping for today's event. It's been a great weekend so far, though with all the shopping yesterday they didn't have much time for play. But there is now a full bondage cage in Misha's bedroom, where he can keep Alyssa locked up for hours on end, right where he can read through scripts and keep an eye on her.

Alyssa has stared at the cage through the night, waking off and on to sneak a glimpse of the black metal. )
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Alyssa Milano and Misha Collins - I want my mummy! [Jun. 7th, 2009|09:25 pm]
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[Backdated to Weekend of May 1]

[Warnings: Mummification, sensory play]

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This is it. Their first weekend together as Master and slave. Misha would be lying if he said he wasn't nervous at all. Excited as hell, yes. Anticipating a great time. But a little nervous. After all, it's his first contract. And he knows he still has a lot to learn about actually implementing every skill with a real live submissive.

Nevertheless, he has a few things picked out at any rate. He's asked Alyssa to bring a pair of high heels that she can be locked into )
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Simply thinking out loud [Apr. 13th, 2009|03:18 am]
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For years I've waited for a certain something to happen, a someone to come into my life that could give me what I've looked for. Recently, I believe I've actually stumbled upon that person - and the nervous excitement abounds.

Do I trust him? Oddly enough, yes I do. I'd never even remotely consider what I am if I didn't. It doesn't stop the nerves, however. It's not nerves over what I hope is to come - but yet it is. I'm not afraid, but change in itself is a scary thing. It's not something that either of us are entering into blindly and I believe that communication is the only way to make things work and so far, he's been completely honest with me and I with him. I've been ready for this for a long time, but there is a certain apprehensiveness when you suddenly realize that you have the possibility to gain exactly what you desire.

A sort of surreal happiness seems the closet I can describe it as.

I suppose my question is this: For those of you who have found it, how did you feel when you realized you had, or were getting, exactly what you'd always needed?
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~Log - Alyssa Milano and Misha Collins [Mar. 23rd, 2009|11:17 pm]
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Warnings: Het, sex, talk of kinkier things

Takes place the morning after their first night.

She has no clue what time it is as she stirs next to him, the bed warm and cozy, his body still curled around hers, and Alyssa snuggles back in closer to him. There are so many questions floating around in her morning-fuzzed brain, so many things she keeps playing over in her head, played in her dreams during the night. Watching Misha, Alyssa drapes an arm over his stomach, hissing a soft breath as the bed presses against the cut at her breast, and she smiles. Last night was the most intense and amazing time she can remember having and laying right next to her, with a soft and angelic look on his face, is the reason why.
Misha stirs a little at the brush of Alyssa's arm )
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Alyssa Milano and Misha Collins - Firsts [Mar. 11th, 2009|09:09 pm]
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Takes place directly after this post

Warnings: Cutting, bloodplay, piss (in a non-sexual sense)

The little white Mustang convertible pulls into the parking area of the Est Bar and Alyssa finds a decent parking place near the front, not bothering with valet. She spends a moment checking herself in the mirror, applies a bit of gloss then slips from the car to make her way to the entrance with a soft smile on her face.
And isn't that a hot sight )
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Old friends and the new life? [Feb. 25th, 2009|06:36 am]
[Current Location |My loft]
[Current Music |Whatever pops up on the iPod]

[Current - Journal entry - accidentally left open]

I ran into two old friends today. We used to be so much alike that people teased that we were triplets separated at birth. There was just one problem - I was on my way to the club and dressed in a red leather corset and a thin little collar. Maybe it would have been different if I'd actually been able to give a reason for the outfit. There they stood in their bright Rodeo Drive clothes and there I stood looking like Pretty Woman before she became classy - high heels, short skirt and corset. Jess just stared, too damn shocked to speak and Julie kept asking how I was, like I've lost my mind. I couldn't figure out what to even say! I don't think "Hey, how are you? I'm on my way to find someone to torture me," would have worked very well. Come to think of it, I think it would have made Jess pass clean out.

Of course, once I got to the club I could have been in a damn parka for all that mattered. Was my second time there and people barely looked at me. It's enough to give a girl a complex. There are times it's like they look over the top of my head. I'm short! I'm not invisible. I miss talking to Duke. Hell, I miss sex. I miss my little bed at the end of his and the way he'd walk me around the grounds. I know I wasn't totally happy there, but it was comfortable and he tried. Maybe that would've been enough again.
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The Life and Times of Me [Feb. 23rd, 2009|10:46 pm]
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February 25, 2009
Dear Diary - This bites

February 25, 2009
Alyssa and Misha Collins - Meet at the bar and the morning after

April 13, 2009
Journal Entry - Thinking out loud

April 14, 2009
Misha Collins - Protocols

May 1, 2009
Alyssa and Misha Collins - I want my mummy!

May 3, 2009
Alyssa and Misha Collins - Playing with steel
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Pup/Mun bio [Feb. 14th, 2009|10:56 pm]
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Name: Alyssa Jayne Milano (Lyssa)

Journal: [info]est_alyssa
Mun name/nick/handle: Angel (will tell ya the real one in IM).
Mun journal: [info]until_you_burn
AIM: estAlyssa
E-mail: Mymusemail@gmail.com
When you can be reached and preferred method: I'm usually around every night from about 7 my time until whenever I faceplant on the keyboard. On the weekends, I basically don't sleep. You can usually find me on until way late into the night/morning. I'm a US Central Time Zone chic, and am willing to play by AIM, GoogleDocs, whatever.

Come meet Alyssa )
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