Navigation
+ Friends List
+ Calendar
+ Memories
+ Info
+ Bio

Game
+ The Establishment
+ Est Meta
+ IMDB Page


Jonny Lee Miller
+ Journal
+ Info
+ Bio


The Couple
+ Logs By Chapter
+ Backstory:
    - The Meeting
    - The First Time
    - Alley Sex
    - Boyfriends
    - Experimentation with
      Bondage

    - Breaking Up
    - Mindhunters Phone Call
    - The Phantom of the Opera
+ Futurefic: Raising Twins:
    - Having That Talk
    - For Your Consideration
    - Celebrating With The Boys
+ AU: Road Not Taken:
    - What Comes Between Us
    - Defining Roles


History
+ Skip Backward





Disclaimer:

This journal has been created for a character in the RPG Establishment.
Nothing is meant to be implied about the real Gerard Butler. This is fiction.
There is absolutely no truth to it whatsoever. I made it all up.


Banner, most of it made by Ashinae and the JL stuff put in by me




  [OOC: Riding off into the sunset] 30 Sep 2008 | 04:04pm



See the est_meta post.



comment on this

  Christmas with the Butler-Millers 04 Mar 2008 | 04:14pm

[backdated to christmas day]

( ''Tell me again why we gave them Legos?'' )



comment on this

  Jonny Lee Miller and Gerry Butler: Let's indulge in a little roleplay 21 Oct 2007 | 01:25am

[current, los angeles. the show referenced is "eli stone"]


( Gerry had this on his mind since Jonny first got the offer for the show. )



comment on this

  Jonny and Gerry: Getting a reminder of who's master 19 Jun 2007 | 12:58am

[current]


( Jonny feels like he's been wrung out, all energy drained when he pulls his bike into the L.A. house's garage. )




comment on this

  [Vignette] Rethinking career choices... 20 Jan 2007 | 09:22pm

[players only].


Ger and Simon )



comment on this

  [private] 07 Oct 2006 | 01:11am

[private]

Fuck. They just had to cancel his show. And it wasn't a bad show and he looked so fuckable in role. The bastards. Would it have killed them to give it a real chance? Or half my films It took everything not to start lecturing S&S on the capriciousness of this business. It's not their fault that they can't tell me to shut up and rant to someone else.

Dammit. I hope they grow up to be doctors.



comment on this

  Gerry helps Jonny through the stress of a new series 06 Oct 2006 | 11:57am

[players only. current. jonny lee miller and gerard butler are living in los angeles while jonny's working on smith.]


( ''Give your boy something else to do, Master.'' )




comment on this

  Jonny, Gerry & the boys share an afternoon out 17 Aug 2006 | 11:57pm

[occurs around august 1, in los angeles.]


( ''Look, boys, Daddy's here. We can go eat now.'' )



comment on this

  Jonny and Gerry: Every good parent needs a night away from the kids 02 Apr 2006 | 11:39pm

[players only. occurs sunday, april 2.]


( "Please, Master, will you beat your boy?" )




comment on this

  Gerry/Jonny: Saturday Spanking 11 Feb 2006 | 09:09pm

[players only.]



Jonny's been on his knees all morning, relishing every pain rippling through his thighs. )




comment on this

  Jonny/Ger: Jonny goes out, leaving Ger with the babies 12 Jan 2006 | 10:22pm

[players only. occurs thursday night, 12 january, in london. the reception jonny attended was for a new exhibit by natasha law (jude's sister). the photographs are jonny & tasha and jonny & sean.]


( ''Are you sure? I don't have to go. Tasha would understand if I can't get there.'' )



comment on this

  Jonny/Gerry: Home again, settling in 12 Jan 2006 | 02:58am

[players only. occurs thursday, 12 january, at gerry and jonny's home in london.]


( There's a thought, but it's sucked up in Gerry's mouth, Jonny pressing into the kiss for a long minute. )




comment on this

  Gerry/Jonny: Ready For Their First Closeup. 21 Dec 2005 | 08:19pm

[players only.]


''You don't think it's too much?'' )



comment on this

  Jonny/Gerry: If we're quiet, the babies won't wake up 13 Dec 2005 | 02:29am

[players only. occurs monday, 12 december, in glasgow, following on bringing the twins home from the hospital.]


( "Could the cute boy seduce you into bed? Maybe a quick shag?" )




comment on this

  Gerry/Jonny: Bringing the boys home 12 Dec 2005 | 05:39pm

[players only.]


They've anticipated this day, when the call would come and they could go to the hospital, bring the boys home. )




comment on this

  Gerry/Jonny - What To Do On A Non-Hospital Day? 29 Nov 2005 | 12:18pm

[players only.]



They've been to the hospital every day to visit the boys. )



comment on this

  Gerry/Jonny: Baby Shopping 21 Nov 2005 | 03:11pm

[players only.]


Jonny picks up a blanket, adds it to the stack on his arm. )



comment on this

  Gerry/Jonny: After the twins arrive, there's news to spread 14 Nov 2005 | 09:25am

[players only. occurs later monday, 14 november, in glasgow after the birth of the twins.]


( "She hung up on me. Says she's coming over. Now." )




comment on this

  Gerry/Jonny: Nothing says happy anniversary like master/captive roleplay. 05 Nov 2005 | 07:05pm

[players only. Takes place in the Edinburgh club on November 5th, the boys' one year wedding anniversary.]



It's a very nice dungeon. )




comment on this

  Gerry/Jonny: Road Trip To A Hellish Weekend With A Detour By Paradise. 25 Oct 2005 | 02:42pm

[players only. Takes place on the drive down from Toronto.]



''We have time to stop at the falls? It'd be cool and we could tell the boys about it when they're born.'' )




comment on this

  The where, when, and how. 21 Oct 2005 | 07:43pm

[public]


That's it for 300. We wrapped today, even broke out the champagne. Jonny and I are heading down to the States next week for the party, then we're returning to Glasgow until at least January. And I've given in on the names.


I think that's it. What's going on with everyone else?




2 comments|comment on this

  Jonny/Gerry: The best use for a slut is fucking 12 Oct 2005 | 08:52pm

[players only. occurs wednesday, 12 october, at the flat in Toronto.]



( "Get over the fucking table, slut." )




comment on this

  Julie & Gerry: AIM Conversation 11 Oct 2005 | 06:12pm

[players only. AIM convo between Gerry and Julie (NPC) Butler]



There, you're outvoted. )




comment on this

  Gerry/Jonny: Puppy Play 01 Oct 2005 | 08:37pm

[players only.]



''Can your slave do anything else for you this morning?'' )




comment on this

  [E-mail to [info]jonnyleemiller] 26 Sep 2005 | 08:07pm

To: [info]jonnyleemiller
From: [info]gerard
Subject: A thought


Teak - been giving this some thought. What's your out-of-role opinion on play piercings? - Pire




2 comments|comment on this

  Jonny/Gerry: A Nice Sunday Dinner 25 Sep 2005 | 06:23pm

[players. Immediately follows this.]



Jonny's kneeling beside Gerry's chair, the leash from his collar looped around the chair's slats, naked now except for the collar. )




comment on this

  Jonny/Gerry: Service with a smile on a Sunday afternoon 25 Sep 2005 | 06:22pm

[players only.]


( They've settled into a nice apartment while Gerry films, and Jonny's easing into being the boy of the house. )




comment on this

  Ger/JL: Toronto Dominance 13 Sep 2005 | 10:51pm

[players only. Occurs after this, the night before Beowulf premieres.]


It's five of nine when Jonny shows up in front of the room Gerry's reserved. )




comment on this

  [Taped to the bathroom window] 13 Sep 2005 | 03:13pm

[Taped to the bathroom window in their hotel room in Toronto]


If my boy's finished figuring out what day it is, master would like him in the club at nine o'clock sharp tonight. Wear something cheap and flimsy. Master has a room reserved and is in the mood to shove his boy bloody. If my boy isn't in the mood for humiliating language, tell me now or forever hold your peace.

Love you.




comment on this

  [Delivered on set to [info]jonnyleemiller] 08 Sep 2005 | 09:39pm

[Delivered to Jonny an hour after this]



I'm sorry )




comment on this

  [Private] Bloody names 08 Sep 2005 | 11:34am

[private]


Go with the tantrum, Teak. That way, I won't be tempted to slap the pout off your face.


*sigh* I love him, but there are times when I could just strangle him. There are five billion boys names in the world. Why's he so stuck on James?




comment on this

  [Jonny] We need to hammer this out once and for all 07 Sep 2005 | 06:06pm

[Jonny only.]


Why we are not naming him James:


1) Sean, Simon, Jonathan, Miller, Butler. They all end in hard consonants. James ruins that pattern and just sounds wrong.

2) They're twins and they looked damn identical in the ultrasound. The least we could do is give the lads different initials.

3) I really hate the name James.


Rebuttal?




14 comments|comment on this

  Ger/JL: Dirty Talk in Germany 05 Sep 2005 | 11:12pm

[players only.]



It's their first night in Germany. )




comment on this

  [Birthday present for [info]peterwing] 05 Sep 2005 | 02:11am

[sent via magic Est courier to wherever Peter happens to be.]



The present )


The note )




comment on this

  London bar, Saturday night - September 3rd [Gerry, Jonny, Ewan, Jude, Brandon Flowers] 03 Sep 2005 | 10:55pm

[players only. Edited for Ger and JL's interactions. Complete log can be found here and here. In this edited version, Ger and JL join Jude, Ewan, and Brandon Flowers ([info]estbrandon, the lead singer from The Killers) on the couches and the submissives put on a floor show.]



''Well, hello. Welcome to the floor.'' )




comment on this

  Ger/JL: We Need To Talk 27 Aug 2005 | 04:27pm

[players only. Occurs immediately after this.]



''It's not fair for your boy to want to push his limits when you won't push yours.'' )




comment on this

  Ger/JL: It started in the shower ... 26 Aug 2005 | 10:29pm

[players only.]


( ''Master is not in a patient mood.'' )




comment on this

  [Thank you note for Nathan [info]fillion] 24 Aug 2005 | 12:26am

[re: this, off of this.]


Nathan,

Thank you so much for the gifts. Jonny's getting a kick out of the bread machine and the shirts are wonderful conversation pieces. We hope to see you soon. Give us a ring next time you're where we are.


-Gerry and Jonny




comment on this

  Ger/JL: Dinner with the Ex 17 Aug 2005 | 08:00pm

[players only. While in Glasgow, Gerry and JL meet up with Gerry's ex, Conner, and Conner's dominant, Jesse. Embarrassing stories abound.]



The ice has been broken. Let the games begin. )




comment on this

  Jonny/Ger: Roles collide (or, it's not easy thinking baby names when you're naked and hard) 14 Aug 2005 | 12:35pm

[players only. The film referred to is The Flying Scotsman, which Jonny's just started work on.]


( Jonny doesn't worry with unbuttoning the shirt. He just pulls it off over his head and drops it onto the table. That leaves him in just the socks, a rather nice '70s porn appearance if he thinks about it. )




comment on this

  Ger/JL: Porn and Pizza 08 Aug 2005 | 07:06pm

[players only]



The delivery boy's a bit of a slut. )




comment on this

  Backstory: The Cradle of Life [August 2003] 01 Aug 2005 | 07:23pm

[players only. Part of Gerard and Jonny's lengthy backstory. Jonny attended the London afterparty for Tomb Raider 2: The Cradle of Life premiere and ran into Gerard. They got to talking and this paved the way for their reunion in November of that year. This log directly references their first attempt at kink.]



It's hard enough sitting through the film, watching Gerard onscreen.  )




comment on this

  JL/Ger: Celebrating the anniversary 26 Jul 2005 | 04:46pm

[players only. Immediately following this journal exchange.]



( ''Slave loves to crawl.'' )




comment on this

  July 26 26 Jul 2005 | 12:24am

[public]


Six years ago, I was minding my own business. I'd signed on for a vampire movie that was shooting in New Orleans, expecting nothing mindblowing. I'd just come off of Attila and was expecting much of the same thing, just with less horseback-riding.

My first day on set I met Jonny Lee Miller and nothing was ever the same again.

Jonny's the best man in the world. He's the best boy, the best husband, the best slave. Most of the time, I admit, I take him for granted, but every so often he walks into the room stark naked and kneels at my feet and I realize just how wonderful he is and how lucky I am.

His lips make me think about blowjobs, his throat makes me think about biting, and I would gladly do jello shots off his stomach any day of the week. He's my good boy and I love him.


I love you, Teak.




4 comments|comment on this

  [Private] 25 Jul 2005 | 04:40pm

[private]


Easy for him to say. I can just imagine that conversation. "Hey, Teak, I've been fantasizing about dominating you and Jude when I wank." It's not that I don't think it'd turn Teak on. A fire engine could turn Teak on. But it's one thing to e-mail him something dirty about firemen and poles. It's something else to admit to wanting to top someone else. Jonny's enough for me. Jonny will always be enough for me. He will always be exactly everything I want. I don't want more. I just... fuck. I just think sometimes when he has his mouth wrapped around my cock about how nice it would be if Jude were there also, if I could watch them fuck for me. It's nothing wrong with Jonny. It's something wrong with me. I don't want to send him into one of those streaks he can get on where he calls himself stupid. Don't want him ever to think that he's not good enough. He's my boy. He's my perfect boy. He'll always be more than enough. He'll always be exactly right.




comment on this

  [Jonny] 19 Jul 2005 | 11:10pm

[JL only]


Jonny, love, how would your daily running regimen be affected if I were to shove my fist up your arse and make you come twice from just that, while telling you in graphic and painstaking detail how much of a slut you are?




2 comments|comment on this

  GB/JLM: Afternoon in Glasgow, slave in splendid torture 18 Jul 2005 | 03:56pm

[players only.]



( ''That's no fun, Master.'' Jonny wriggles, arching his back and pushing his arse up a bit. ''No screaming at all?''" )




comment on this

  [E-mail to [info]jonnyleemiller] 15 Jul 2005 | 12:38am

To: [info]jonnyleemiller
From: [info]gerard
Subject: He'll let anyone ride and there's no way of knowing who was there before you…


At attention.

Yes, look around you. Of course I'm talking to you. Who else is here?

What? That man in the corner, grinning like mad? Pay no attention to the man behind the curtain. He's just there to watch. And watch. And stare and glare. He's going to get off on your arousal.

Do you have a problem with that, soldier?

Good. I thought not.

Sit down and shut up )




2 comments|comment on this

  [E-mail to Jonny Lee Miller] 11 Jul 2005 | 12:33am

To: [info]jonnyleemiller
From: [info]gerard
Subject: A whore is like a taxi cab.


I'm in the mood for a long romantic night eating ice cream with the love of my life. Well, off of the love of my life. Is your cock up to it, or should I leave the banana splits for another time?


And where did you put the nipple clamps?


-Master




2 comments|comment on this

  Ger/JL: A night at the Glasgow club 10 Jul 2005 | 01:05am

[players only. Warning for light humiliation and heavy cock torture.]



I suppose you know why you're here. A man can't have his possessions thinking themselves above their station. )




comment on this