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Sunday, June 15th, 2008
10:14 am	Amaury Nolasco and Jesse Spencer meet Jesse Spencer ( jessespencer ) and Amaury Nolasco ( amaury ) bump into each other in the casino. Takes place shortly after Amaury leaves Jewel Staite with Gray Gubler Date: 15 June, 2008 Jesse glances at the cards in his hand again and then scrapes them gently to have the dealer hit him again. A smile breaks out as he gets the card he wants and he waves his hand to stop the play. He's leaning back and doing his level best to not think about his lover upstairs, having sex with a woman, while he plays poker downstairs. It's not that he minds, quite the contrary, he's just not engaged by the game and it leaves him with his mind wandering. ( First table today? Or, are you making the rounds? ) (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 16th, 2008
2:07 pm	Matthew Gray Gubler and Jesse Spencer (Matthew) Gray Gubler ( gray ) and Jesse Spencer ( jessespencer ) get kinky 16 February 2008, will be crossposted Gray awoke before Jesse, as he did most mornings...and as he often did, he just watched his lover sleep for a long while. He really had missed Jesse more than he could ever put into words. Finally, unable to resist, he leans over and brushes his lips lightly across Jesse's, not wanting to disturb, but also unable to keep his hands to himself any long. Goods dreams always seem to happen in the morning. Jesse loves mornings, or at least the process of waking up. However, he often woke up alone and that always dampens his enjoyment of waking up. Without thought, he leans into the kiss, participating and enjoying what he thinks is just one more fabulous dream. ( After all, what's a little pain with his orgasm? ) (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 9th, 2008
8:56 pm	Gray Gubler comes home to Jesse Spencer (Matthew) Gray Gubler ( gray ) comes home from his dig to Jesse Spencer ( jessespencer ) 26 August 2007, will be backdated and crossposted Jesse stands back from the table, eyeing it with a critical gaze. It is almost perfect and that is not enough. Gray's been gone now for a good while and Jesse's rambled about their apartment alone and he cannot begin to remember how he lived without Gray. He reaches out and rearranges the small flower vase, turning the fullest blooms into the table and leaving the less desirable side against the wall. The colors of the roses are bright against the pale yellow kitchen wall...which will be a surprise too. Turning from the table before he drives himself crazy with it, Jesse moves into the kitchen to check on the champagne and the beginnings of dinner. With all the time he's had with Gray on the dig, Jesse'd taken some cooking lessons and done some trial run meals. He's cooking a detailed menu of hors d'ouerves, entrees and chocolate covered strawberries for dessert and can only hope that he doesn't manage to poison his lover. Now, all he needed was Gray. ( The end of a separation ) (Comment on this)
Friday, February 8th, 2008
9:01 pm	Jesse Spencer and Gray Gubler talk moving in Jesse Spencer jessespencer and Gray Gubler gray have a big talk about the next step 25 March 2007, will be backdated and crossposted Jesse's moving about his flat, putting things away in the kitchen and bathroom. He's restocking his own personal items, like stashes of lube and condoms. They are the one things the staff refuses to buy and replace for him...a direct edict from his folks, he's sure. Gray'll be there any moment and their romantic dinner is nearly ready as well. Now that his lover's back in school, these nights are rare. ( Gray only gets stuttery or fumbling when something important comes up and it makes him nervous. ) (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 2nd, 2008
6:25 pm	Matthew Gray Gubler and Jesse Spencer talk boundaries. WAY backdated. Gray Gubler gray invites Jesse Spencer jessespencer over to talk about boundaries 10 January 2007, will be backdated and crossposted Gray had been thinking about his encounter in Citadel since the night before. Eric Bana and Orlando Bloom--he still can't quite believe it. Chuckling, he shakes his head. That's not all he's been thinking about though, it's also made him start thinking about other things, about the boundaries he and Jesse had set and he realizes he wants to talk to his lover about them again. ( I guess you'll just have to find out when you get here, ) [Feedback welcome; comments screened] (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 7th, 2007
8:44 pm	Players Only Matthew Gray Gubler gray and Jesse Spencer jessespencer talk about dinner with Drew and Kevin 20 February 2007, will be backdated and crossposted The ride back to their hotel and the time in the elevator had been rather quiet and tense. Gray isn't angry with Jesse, not at all, but he's not quite ready to trust himself to speak yet either. He's still pissed off and he'd actually like nothing better than to get his hands around a certain model/actor's throat at the moment. ( You can't pick who you love. You just do and sometimes, people need a second chance. ) [Feedback welcome; comments screened] (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 3rd, 2007
1:31 pm	Players Only Valentine's Day with Jesse Spencer jessespencer and Matthew Gray Gubler gray 14 February 2007, will be backdated and crossposted Jesse grins as the room service waiter wheeled the tray of food, desserts, and champagne into the room. He has the man set things up on their private balcony, near the entrance to the indoor garden jet tub and tips the man well as he leaves. He waited until Gray was gone; there's no need to have them guessing who he is entertaining. As Jesse slips out of his clothing and into one of the plush robes, he grins and settles in on the bed to wait for his lover to return to their room. ( You are the only present I ever need... ) [Feedback adored; comments screened] (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 22nd, 2007
11:08 am	Players only Matthew Gray Gubler gray wakes Jesse Spencer jessespencer on his birthday 12 February 2007, will be backdated and crossposted ( Gray just sits watching Jesse for the longest time in the early morning light; watching him sleep. He smiles softly, not wanting to wake his lover yet and rather enjoying watching him. Reaching out, he gently feathers his fingers through Jesse's tousled hair, unable to resist touching. ) [Feedback welcome; comments screened] (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 20th, 2007
8:37 pm	Players Only Drew Fuller drew, Keven Zegers ziggy, Matthew Gray Gubler gray and Jesse Spencer jessespencer sit down to a meal together 20 February 2007, crossposted Drew is pacing. Him. Andrew Fuller. Pacing. His hands are clammy, his heart is thumping in his chest and he can't seem to get a handle on himself. He's just nervous. Very nervous since he and Kevin arrived in Citadel and are now waiting for his best friend Gray to walk through the doors. ( Just some guy you've fucked - some guy that you've known forever and are best friends with - yeah - no big damn deal. ) [Feedback welcome; comments screened] (Comment on this)
Monday, February 12th, 2007
12:00 pm	Players only Jesse Spencer jessespencer treats (Matthew) Gray Gubler gray to the extravagance of the Vegas Strip February 11 2007, will be backdated and crossposted As their car pulls up to the Tower entrance at The Venetian hotel on the Strip, Jesse smiles and stretches his legs slightly. Even though this is Gray's territory, he'd gotten them a driver and kept his lover tucked close to his side. "It's good to be here, finally." Jesse nuzzles just under Gray's ear. "I've heard nothing but great things about The Venetian, so we should be happy here for the next couple of days....before seeing your family." He knows he's going to need the time and space to prepare himself for this all-important meeting. Stepping out of the car, he smiles and thanks the driver, tipping him even as he holds his other hand out to Gray. "We're in Pallazzo 3601, already checked-in." With a smile, he takes Gray's hand and leads him over to the elevator. "Can't wait to get you alone." ( How many more times do you figure you can ask me that before you remember? ) [Feedback welcome; comments screened] (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 10th, 2007
3:14 pm	Players Only Jesse Spencer jessespencer and Matthew Gray Gubler gray take a night off together Backdated: mid-November 2006, will be crossposted Jesse grins as he tucks his tee shirt into his jeans, fastens them up and slides on his belt. He looks good and he knows it, though it only matters to him that Gray finds him attractive. Glancing at the mark still showing, albeit faintly, on his throat proves that Gray does in fact think so. Jesse runs a finger over it and sits on the bed to tug on his boots, lacing them up and standing again to find his lover. Having Gray's attention so devoted to his schoolwork isn't easy, but he at least agreed to this night off with Jesse. ( You're gorgeous, love...no need to change. ) [Feedback welcome; comments screened] (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 24th, 2006
11:26 pm	Players Only Backdate: October 2nd, 2006. cross-posted. Matthew Gray Gubler gray and Jesse Spencer jessespencer. Last days of vacation on the yacht. ( Gray sighs softly as he watches the stars, the gentle rocking of the boat lulling him. He's gotten used to it and he knows he'll miss it when they get back to London…which they would be doing much too soon. Gray has enjoyed this time, being away from everything, spending time with Jesse, nothing else in the world mattering. Turning his head, he smiles over at his lover, content. ) {Feedback welcomed; Comments screened} (Comment on this)
Monday, September 25th, 2006
5:22 pm	Players Only Matthew Gray Gubler gray and Jesse Spencer jessespencer. On vacation, Mykonos (Greek Isles). Enjoying Jesse’s get away. 25 September 2006, crossposted ( Jesse grins as the captain puts down anchor and he near to bounces at the idea of getting the two of them on some firm ground and to one of the nude beaches. It ought to be a fun, relaxing time after their interaction with his parents. He's still attempting to get all that shite tamped back down and boxed up again. It doesn't affect them and he just has to remember that. Moving back toward the cabin, he grabs Gray around the waist and lifts him up, pressing him into the wall. ‘Almost ready to get off the boat, love?’ ) {Feedback welcome; Comments screened} (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 24th, 2006
7:02 pm	Players Only Takes place after this chat, where Jesse and Gray go on vacation. Backdate: September 8th, 2006. gray and jessespencer. On vacation in the jacuzzi. Cross-posted. Players Only. ( Jesse grins as he grabs a bottle of champagne and the hors d'oeuvres sitting on a tray before making his way out of the galley and to the bow of the ship where Gray waits for him in the jacuzzi. His lover has taken to that feature quite easily and Jesse has been happier than he'd been in a long time to have time alone with Gray. Approaching the jacuzzi, he leans over to kiss Gray and hand him the champagne bottle. 'Hey love.' ) {Feedback welcome; Comments screened} (Comment on this)
6:43 pm	Players Only jessespencer and gray go on vacation 4 September 2006, will be backdated and crossposted Gray sits next to Jesse in the car, excited and curious as to what lay ahead. He's never been on a private boat, and he has a feeling what he is imagining isn't anywhere near what the reality is going be, not given the money that Jesse's parents have. He smiles over at his lover, leaning to kiss his cheek. ( She's called Spencer's Lady... ) [Feedback welcome; comments screened] (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 16th, 2006
7:55 pm	Players Only gray (Matthew Gray Gubler) and jessespencer. Meeting the Spencers. Monaco. 16 September 2006, crossposted Jesse straightens Gray's tie and then his own, leaning in to kiss his lover gently, full on the lips. Having hidden their tuxes aboard a few days before departure, he knew he could surprise Gray. "Ready to go into town, then?" Docked in Monaco, he's taking Gray to the Casino in the Riviera and plans to show him an indulgent and decadent night. "We have dinner reservations in about a half hour." ( I wasn't aware previously not knowing the existence of something could mar the pleasure at finding out it did exist. I'm constantly discovering things I didn't realize were there and gain immense pleasure from it. ) {Feedback welcome; Comments screened} (Comment on this)
Monday, September 11th, 2006
10:49 pm	Players Only Takes place directly after this chat where Drew calls Gray about Ziggy. gray Matthew Gray Gubler and jessespencer Jesse Spencer. Jesse distracts Gray. 11 September 2006, crossposted Jesse's sleeping soundly in the king-sized bed, partially wrapped in the comforter though one foot peeks out and over the edge while his other hand dangles off the opposite corner. The gentle rocking of the boat keeps him deeply under, having become used to the motion with summer after summer being spent on various ships in the Mediterranean. He snuffles into the feather pillow and his other hand combs the bed looking for Gray. ( I can definitely use a distraction though... ) [Feedback welcome; Comments screened] (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 2nd, 2006
10:03 pm	Players Only Takes place in Ankara, Turkey after this chat. (Matthew) gray Gubler and Jesse Spencer. Ankara, Turkey. Setting Boundaries. 2 September 2006, crossposted Reclining in the shade of a tree, Jesse watches Gray with a smile on his face. Their day of sightseeing has moved into a pleasant lunch in a park, bread and cheese with wine to wash it down as they relax and watch the world go by. He's grinning, unable to stop the perfect joy bubbling inside him that just being with Gray causes. "Thank you for inviting me here...to see this world of yours." ( Yes, we have to talk...and avoiding is okay while you get your thoughts together. ) {Feedback welcome; Comments screened} (Comment on this)
Friday, September 1st, 2006
9:36 am	Players only Jesse arrives in Ankara to visit (Matthew) gray Gubler 1-2 September 2006, will be crossposted Once he had arrived in Ankara and made sure all of his luggage had made it as well, Gray had crashed in his hotel room--fully expecting to be awake when it was time for Jesse to arrive. However, as the hour approaches, he's still sound asleep--fully clothed, including his shoes--sprawled across the bed. ( I like finding my lover spread out and waiting for me. ) [Feedback welcome; comments screened] (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 30th, 2006
10:24 am	Players only (Matthew) gray Gubler surprises Jesse Spencer in Maui 11 August 2006, will be backdated and crossposted Jesse ambles out of the cabana he rented. The hot Hawaiian sun beating down makes him drowsy as he crosses to the hammock and settles in. He gazes out at the water, the azure blue making him think of Gray and their Aegean yachting trip. He wishes that time would speed by, would hurl them back to each other. ( But with you here, there is no comparison. The colors are brighter and the sun hotter. ) [Feedback welcome; comments screened] (Comment on this)