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I just managed to create my account. It's all shiny and new and still got that new journal smell, straight from the Internet. Isn't it pretty? Well, maybe not yet, but it will be once I manage to figure out how to set up everything to my liking here.
So far, I'm just happy I thought to check if account creation was open a little while ago.
I'm getting a lot of weird errors and blank pages when I try to customize my journal. I'm hoping this is just a bug and will be fixed soon. If it's something on my end, I have no idea what the problem is or how to go about fixing it.
When the muse is happy and cooperative I post fic in my journal or sneak peeks at upcoming chapters. This hasn't happened in a while though because of my seizure disorder and fibromyalgia constantly being a hindrance and the depression I feel about it and many other things going on in my real life. Other than talk about writing, my journal is mainly just an outlet for what's going on in my real life. Feel free to ignore those type of entries if you like. Sometimes I just need to vent and have nowhere else to do it. I don't dare keep a journal in this house where someone is liable to pick it up and read it. I've had enough of emotional abuse and blackmail. So I moved to livejournal a few years ago and threw my old notebooks away. Originally it was mostly just for fic but after things started deteriorating in my personal life it became a more personal journal than a fanfiction one. A while ago I friends-locked my other journal and once I can navigate this site successfully I'll try to figure out how to do that here too. Once that happens, if you'd like to read my journal simply comment to be added.
Hopefully, things will start getting better for me soon and my muse will no longer be frightened away by stress, terrible health, and depression. I really want to get back into writing again. I've got plenty of new ideas and fics I want to finish. It's just that every time I open up Word, I end up staring at the blank page and blinking cursor for a while before I give up and admit that I'm not able to write a thing.
So far, I'm just happy I thought to check if account creation was open a little while ago.
I'm getting a lot of weird errors and blank pages when I try to customize my journal. I'm hoping this is just a bug and will be fixed soon. If it's something on my end, I have no idea what the problem is or how to go about fixing it.
When the muse is happy and cooperative I post fic in my journal or sneak peeks at upcoming chapters. This hasn't happened in a while though because of my seizure disorder and fibromyalgia constantly being a hindrance and the depression I feel about it and many other things going on in my real life. Other than talk about writing, my journal is mainly just an outlet for what's going on in my real life. Feel free to ignore those type of entries if you like. Sometimes I just need to vent and have nowhere else to do it. I don't dare keep a journal in this house where someone is liable to pick it up and read it. I've had enough of emotional abuse and blackmail. So I moved to livejournal a few years ago and threw my old notebooks away. Originally it was mostly just for fic but after things started deteriorating in my personal life it became a more personal journal than a fanfiction one. A while ago I friends-locked my other journal and once I can navigate this site successfully I'll try to figure out how to do that here too. Once that happens, if you'd like to read my journal simply comment to be added.
Hopefully, things will start getting better for me soon and my muse will no longer be frightened away by stress, terrible health, and depression. I really want to get back into writing again. I've got plenty of new ideas and fics I want to finish. It's just that every time I open up Word, I end up staring at the blank page and blinking cursor for a while before I give up and admit that I'm not able to write a thing.
