So the ex is late. Big surprise. Asshat.

gradeafan sent me a convention t-shirt and a Lex keychain. Excuse me while i go make out with it, shamelessly. :p

I've just about lost 50 pounds, but i think I'll weigh myself Saturday morning before the convention. I weighed myself like twice yesterday. I don't want to go mad. LOL.

Speaking of madness, I did a reading with the faeries. They say I need to understand unconditional love. I don't get it. It's true. I mean, if someone hurts me enough, they might as well feel my wrath, no? Maybe it's an issue of self worth. I dunno. There's a few people in the world who love me that don't have a reason and it drives me mad trying to figure out why. I mean, loving someone without conditions.. I think I had that with Anders, until he abused my understanding. :/ I don't think it exists.

Ah, the ex showed up. He seems behaved. I may rest well now. LOL.