God doesn't hate you...he's keeping you strong. You're building up a tolerance (NOT acceptance, a tolerance) and you'll be a stronger fan for it. Also, you're getting plenty of advice on how NOT to write. Think of it that way.

As for that...odeous heap of garbage that is that woman's site...I'm glad I never knew her. Cause I would have beaten her over the head with a frying pan. Even when I was a little ten year old Forever Knight writer, my stuff was better. And I didn't sue! And certainly not to this level! That's one thing I can thank FK for...the only Sue we had in our fandom was Susan Garrett, and she's a damn skippy good writer ::glomps her S.Garrett signed bookmark from way back when:: even if she did destroy the Caddy periodically...

Sueing for fun and pleasure = not so bad.
Sueing for an audience = ICK.