Be Careful of Where you Lay

I might have to put Luna, Lulu, down... Yesterday I noticed that her eye was swollen. Took her to the vet today and he thinks it might be F.I.P., which is fatal... Im getting a blood test done and I'll know in five days if it's FIP. If is it, euthanasia will probably be the best thing to do.

I can't deal with that. Not my Lulu.

This poor baby was abandoned D:

And so was this one D:

I dont think there's anyone out there for me...hehehehe

fuck.


p.s. I cant hit the "anymoooooore" note but I can hold one note for the same length as the "anymoooore". Yay!

So, I have this "friend", which we're gonna call J.

I've known J for about 15 years? (fuck that's a long time). Me and J were really good friend...then we kinda drift apart in high school. She would act differently depending on who was there and well that bugged me. So the talking between was really reduce to a little bit. No more hanging out, no more sleeping over, no more anything. Then school was done and well, if we barely talked then, after it got worse. But we still hanged out sometime. During those rare hang out (usually with other people) she would always always introduce me this way "This is Marie, she's my best friend!! :D" and every fucking time I would think "The bestfriend you havent talk to in weeks?". That made me feel used and I got fed up. Which I've never told her, which is my fault and maybe telling her would've change something...But Im not one to talk about my feelings. It's terrible, really.

So it went on and on like that. In the past years, most of her news where learn from her sister/mom/other friends(the BF was apparently not worthy of the news). A couple of months ago, I totally cut her out of my life. Removed her from what I knew... Im a bit grudgy in that way. Tonight, she add me back somewhere and I decline. Now, at that point I texted my friend E and E replied with "I would've done the same thing".

The whole point of this was that Im not supported in my emails, but in my text... Which makes me laugh even though the whole situation makes me all D:

The hermit crab wank makes me want to bring the unfunny about the betta section. The crazy lady is right, bowls and small jar are bad for bettas. And while yes, they live in giant puddle, the keyword is "giant". It might be a couple of inch deep but makes up in a lot of inch wide. Whether you have 15gallon in tall or wide, it still 15g of water. D:

Sooo...

Im back from the ER. Had to walk 20 mins at 2am by myself... Somewhat stressing, on the ok side, this town isnt really known to be violent or anything, but you never know. Anyway, the reason I had to walk back alone is because my mom is still there. Now, it was either sitting in the waiting room for 4 more hours or just go home and try to get some sleep (Im supposed to be working at 7am tomorrow, but now I dont know). On the good side, the reason my mom is there isnt serious. It's quite funny really, we did laugh about it.

Around 10:30pm, I decide to clean the ferrets, hamster, rabbits cage. (now, why do I wait till night for that, I never know). As I was doing the hamster cage, my mom was keeping an eye on the evil little thing. He bit her. Should've been fine, put some alcohol on it and all. 15mins or so after, my mom goes "it's swollen and Im getting kinda itchy and red". 45mins after the bite, we're in the car, my mom has a bit of trouble breathing, she's puffy looking, she's red aka has an allergy reaction. She got an allergy reaction to the hamster bite...Which we find funny and laughed about. We imagine her tombstone saying "Killed by the hamster".

She should be fine, we I left she was back to normal they just wanted to keep an eye on her.

( The test )

Auction pick up

Fish
1 5-7 inch male Frontosa
Breeding colony of 4 pepper corydoras
I whiptail catfish
3 hoplo catfish
2 different pair of killies: Aphyosemion ogoense and Aphyosemion ocellatum
Super delta betta, he's blue with the half the fin/tail white
1 5-6 oscar, not a tiger and I dont think it's a red either

Couple of small (not even one gallon tank) for shows.
One aquaclear 500 filter
Some food.

This was found taped on a light post in downtown

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I have the paper if no-one believes me.

Arg, 14 hours at work today on like 4 hours of sleep with sore feet. What did I do to deserve that? D:

On brighter news, got the 9-10inch black ghost knife from Jess. Since I got home late and moving was a pain. He's sitting in my mix-match 65gal. Hopefully everything is well when I get up and can set things up in the 110gal and move the frontosa,pleco, different sharks from the 65 into the 110. And keep the knife and I.Ds. in the 65 until Im sure the 110 is 100% safe for them.

We went to see 10 000BC. I dont know what to say... I mean, I wasnt expecting much. The only critic I read while being hilarious was also almost cruel to the movie. I did laugh at places I probably shouldnt've laugh, but oh well. I still enjoyed the moment, after dislocating the realistic part of my brain (and as I matter of fact, I seem to not have put it back since I cant write right now... mistake every two letters D:)

On another note (still 10000BC related) there was three kid in front of us. And by kid, I mean like 10-12 years (or maybe younger) "watching" the movie. They were annoying. Beside the talking and the tapping of the foot. They would just get up. Then at one point they throw money backward, almost hit my mom. My dad kinda just went "Ya des imbecille dans piece" (there's imbecile in the room). Still didnt change anything, the fact that they probably didnt understand anything has everything to do with it, but you know. They left before the end of the movie...I do wonder why they were in there, honesty.

And on this note, about the boycott of LJ, I decide to boycott the boycott (not that any on my LJ flist care) and I've probably post more today than I did in years, which is kinda sad. Oh well!

I almost forgot this too. Now, let me start with I dont know anything about the superhero, I dont know in which publisher they fall, Marvel or DC means squat to mean when in come to which goes which with when a superhero shows up. So, when there where a trailer with a DC superhero, I expected something like Ironman (I know, I know, it's marvel, it showed after :D), then I heard Heath Ledger voice and I had a little ping in the heart. Turns out it was the Dark Knight trailer...made me all sad for a couple of minute. D:

Poll #344 Moi j'viens de....
Open to: All, results viewable to: All

Rigaud ou Pointe-Fortune?

Et vous etes? (Nom si desirez/pas obligatoire)

This person, yugimew, make me wish to be able to internet slap/ban/kill with fire people online. Honestly, Im afraid she'll answer my question with "I would". And if she does, I dont think I can stay nice...Im going to snap.

Pour mon pays

Good song. Really. I like it. It's about Quebec. It makes me miss Quebec, but it's not the only song that does so. Any french song makes me miss Quebec. But none gets me more than "Pour mon Pays".

( In which I talk about the song, missing Quebec, remembering your roots and wishing to not die where you werent born. )

Stability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.

Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.

Extraversion results were very low which suggests you are extremely reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.

Trait snapshot:
introverted, secretive, messy, depressed, does not like leadership, somewhat nihilistic, observer, does not make friends easily, unassertive, feels invisible, feels undesirable, hates large parties, does not like to stand out, leisurely, suspicious, submissive, abstract, unpredictable, intellectual, likes rain, likes the unknown, negative, weird, not a risk taker, unadventurous, avoidant, strange

Well it has been 10 years... WTF 10 years already! Where did they go?

10 years ago, I was 11
10 years ago, I went to see the backstreetboys in concert in Montreal
10 years ago, I realize that I needed glasses (so I totaly miss that concert)
10 years ago, I get out of the stadiums to see the city somewhat in ice
10 years ago, I woke up to a world cover in ice
10 years ago, was the Great Ice Storm of 1998
10 years ago, I stayed 9 days without electricity in the freezing winter of Quebec*
10 years ago, our mostly tree cover land was reduce to an almost bare tree cover land
10 years later, I still get some chill and amazement thinking about it.


*god, I never ate so much canned food! and I wasn't even one of the worse hit by the storm.

Haha

I spend most of the night sleeping. Just woke up at 11pm and if it wasnt for the fact that the phone ringed, I would probably still be sleeping...

Ohh Marie...

On other news, Happy New Year JF.

From today and on, Im legal in all the world. Woe or yay?

Worse or best part of it? Im spending my day playing DnD. Woe or yay again?

The wretched King Minos has decided your fate. His tale wraps around his body 7 times.

The sweet light no longer strikes against your eyes. Your shade has been banished to... the Seventh Level of Hell!


Seventh Level of Hell
Guarded by the Minotaur, who snarls in fury, and encircled within the river Phlegethon, filled with boiling blood, is the Seventh Level of Hell. The violent, the assasins, the tyrants, and the war-mongers lament their pitiless mischiefs in the river, while centaurs armed with bows and arrows shoot those who try to escape their punishment. The stench here is overpowering. This level is also home to the wood of the suicides- stunted and gnarled trees with twisting branches and poisoned fruit. At the time of final judgement, their bodies will hang from their branches. In those branches the Harpies, foul birdlike creatures with human faces, make their nests. Beyond the wood is scorching sand where those who committed violence against God and nature are showered with flakes of fire that rain down against their naked bodies. Blasphemers and sodomites writhe in pain, their tongues more loosed to lamentation, and out of their eyes gushes forth their woe. Usurers, who followed neither nature nor art, also share company in the Seventh Level.


The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Extreme
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very High
Level 7 (Violent)	Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Moderate

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

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No use trying to fight it, you're an eight-sided die, a d8. A fine example of simple elegance, the d8 is one of the least appreciated types of dice, and is often neglected. You are known to be quiet and shy, outward traits that conceal viscous sarcasm and mean wit. You are very smart, yet wise enough to hide your intelligence the quicker they found out how smart you are, the sooner they'll put you to work, which is something you can do without. People call you dark and pessimistic, or moody and cynical. You find little point in arguing.

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This survey is completely scientific. Despite the mind-boggling complexity of mankind, the billions of distinctly different personalities found on Earth can easily be divided into seven simple categories that correspond to the five Platonic solids, a pseudo polyhedron, and whatever the hell a d100 is. The results of this quiz should be considered not only meaningful but also infallible, and pertinent to your success as a fully realized individual. If you feel the results of this examination do not match your perceived personality, you should take whatever drastic measures are needed to cram your superego back into proper alignment, as described by the quiz results.
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made me giggle too.