Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in napalmnacey's LiveJournal:

Sunday, November 30th, 2008
2:07 am	Does anyone here watch The IT Crowd? It's a very, very funny show that's on British TV and is currently in its third season. The second episode aired tonight and I laughed so hard, I nearly broke something. Here's the link of the new episode. This has been an incredibly funny series. That there episode? Pushed it into "legendary" status for me. Apparently a lot of other people feel the same way. Just wondering if any of my favourite wankas share this special love? Current Mood: Amazed (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 20th, 2007
3:27 am	A sort of explanation of my insanity... I didn't really know where to post this.  This isn't really a rant but it is a long-winded possibly wanky explanation for my terrible wankfest the other day that ended up in wankity_wank.   I'm not trying to make excuses for myself, there is nothing that can excuse it.  I just want to shed some light on that odd behaviour (for me) and get this shit off my chest. I'm perfectly aware that f_w is not the place for my thoughts on yaoi, or the last HP book, but I went there anyway cause I'm a silly bitch who gets so into her opinions she forgets about other people's feelings sometimes.   Under normal circumstances this is something I can usually control quite well.  I've been on f_w for two years now or there-abouts without pissing off people of greatly opposing views in HP matters.  Sure, I've been a bit over-protective and therefore wanky about my fellow H/Hr shippers, but I think I haven't been *too* bad on that count.  I got it out of my system pretty early on and I avoid HP Shipper wank most of the time anyway. Over the last six months my health has steadily declined.  I have endometriosis and after being sick from it for two years, then okay for six months (I had surgery), I'm now back to where I started and in daily agony.  Actually, I've gone past the point of being where I was and getting worse than that, this time with added hormones.  Combine some depression in there (understandible depression, seeing as I'm a 28 year old woman who likes to go out and live her life and has been completely unable to for two and a half years now) and you have a slightly unstable Nacey . I think what happened was that a generally silly internet disagreement got out of hand because I wouldn't let it go, when usually, I totally *would* have.  I acted like a right ass and I am sorry if I made fandom_wank any less of a funny place for it, or upset people with my opinions.  Actually, there was one point and it's been driving me nuts cause I hate people possibly getting the wrong idea about me:  I'd made the point that I wasn't being paid millions of pounds to be awesome.  And then someone said, "Hah, not so much with the awesome."  I *so* wasn't talking about me being awesome.  I don't think I'm awesome.  I work to be, but I don't think I'm there yet.  So please, please don't think I'm up myself in any way!  I was actually saying that JKR is awesome, and is being paid to be so.  Okay, that over with. I know a lot of you might roll your eyes and laugh at this, and hey, it sure is the place for it, it's the internet.  But my hormones really are a problem for me.  I get into ridiculous snits and I end up crying over nothing for, not just a day a month like regular women might, but for a whole week.  Hence how I can get into an internet argument and not realise right away that I'm being a douche bag. It's not an excuse, as I said.  The hormones are only amplifying my normal behaviour, but under normal circumstances I don't think I would have been quite so pugnacious and blind to my own silliness.  I used to be quite wanky in X-Men fandom, as Bree darling would attest to, but I'd like to have thought that I've learned and moved on.  Guess I had a moment's weakness. I'm much better at dealing with my hormones now because I know the pattern now, where-as when this thing blew up, I was still getting used to it.  It was only something that really started happening a couple of months ago.  I've also upped my anti-depressant intake!  :-P So, again, I'm really really sorry if I pissed anyone off or annoyed anybody.  I doubt I upset anyone cause I was just being an ass but if I did, I'm sorry for that too.  There are a lot of wankas that I argued with that I have a great respect for - sheep, especially - and I just hope that this doesn't reflect *too* badly on me in the future.  My apologies and my begging for forgiveness, Nancy. Current Mood: contrite (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 12th, 2006
3:22 am	Just so you know who I am. Hey all. I'm logansrogue over at LJ. I thought I'd create a journal cause I've taken to hanging out in lovely wanky communities. Mainly, I like to keep a tabs on 'batshit crazy' so I know if I'm ever toeing the line. I guess some of you don't know me from a bar of soap. I'll fill yas in. - I'm a fan artist. My work can be seen here: http://napalmnacey.deviantart.com - I'm also a fanfic writer. Found: http://nacey.livejournal.com (art there too) - I'm into Harry Potter. I do ship H/Hr. But I read just about anything. Ron/Hermione, Harry/Ginny, Ron/Pansy, Ron/Lavender, Harry/Draco, Neville/Ginny, Remus/Tonks (Yeah, my non-canon ship totally happened!), Sirius/Remus. When I have the time and the inclination, I'm a total fic whore. - I have friends all over the Shipping Map. I like it like that. - My other fandoms include: Star Trek (Baby's First Ship - I'm a veteran, pre-internets!), Xena:WP (Con-going Leather-clad Amazon), The Mummy Movies (I write great big long rom-com-zom tales of Myth and Bash-Boom-Urk), The Secret Garden (Small but flowery), Lord Of The Rings (Pervy Hobbit Fancier, but I never called myself that because of the stupid VSDs!), X-Men Movies (Hence my LJ username), MST3K, Numb3rs (Krumholtz!!), Doctor Who (Tennant!!)and I'm sure there's more but I'm not really remembering right now. - Favourite authors: Douglas Adams, Agatha Christie, Frank Herbert, JRR Tolkien, HG Wells. - Favourite artists: Degas, Manet, Vargas, Giger, Waterhouse, Jeffrey Jones - Favourite comics: Platinum Grit, Promethea, Sandman, Death, League Of Extraordinary Gentleman. - What I do to pass the time: Currently I'm out of work thanks to suffering from endometriosis. I'm on a waiting list for surgery, and until then I'm focusing on my original comics and my first novel. I'm also a musician and singer, so I work on my recordings as well. They can be seen at my dot.com. - http://www.nancylorenz.com - I tend to like ships that don't happen. Gabrielle/Joxer. Buffy/Xander. Harry/Hermione. Barbarella/Black Queen (That was less a ship and more me wanting to see them have hot sweaty lesbian sex) Well that's three, but I'm sure there's more. - I'm bisexual. Thought I'd just say it to clear up any confusion. No. I'm not being a bit gay to be cool. It's more of a pain in the arse than people realise. (And no, that's not a clever anal sex joke). - I can be a bitch sometimes, but usually it's for the comedic factor. I really am terribly nice, probably too nice. But I don't put up with any funny shit (dishonesty, cruelty, and plain asshattery). That's all I can really think of right now. Feel free to ask me questions if you will. I'll be around on journalfen a bit. Cheers, Nancy. Current Mood: Interested Current Music: Omar Faruk Tekbilek - I Love You (Comment on this)