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Saturday, September 20th, 2003
1:27 am - Wedding gifts
Delivered to the House of NIM for [info]c_a_moss and [info]jason_isaacs

A case of very large bottles of Champagne from Veuve Clicquot -- Yellow Label and a case of 1983 Château Latour, 1er Grand Cru Classé.


Note with gift:

Dearest Carrie-Anne and Jason,

Did you know that this sized Champagne bottle is called a jeroboam? Neither did I, but we all do now.

Maybe you be drinking toasts to each other's happiness every year forever.

All my Love,

Nicole

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Tuesday, July 1st, 2003
2:04 pm - Not Feeling
private

She's getting married.

I want to be happy for her.

I want to be angry at her.

I want to be hurt or cry or something.

Instead I just feel numb.

I've locked the collars away.

I have work to do, a script to read and soon enough workshopping with Baz.

Am not happy about the rumors about having to play opposite Mel of all people, but I also heard that Baz is considering Jude for Hephastion. That's good.

See Nicole? You can do it. You just concentrate on the work.

current mood: working
current music: Vivaldi -- Four Seasons

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1:54 pm - Gift for [info]baz_luhrmann and [info]craigpearce
Delivered to Iona for Baz and Craig: one 11th century stone standing Ganesh statue:



Note with gift:

Dear Baz and Craig,

Congratulations on being official!

With love from your little strawberry,

Nicole

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Sunday, June 22nd, 2003
2:15 am - e-mail to [info]c_a_moss
To: c.a.moss@establishment.rpg
From Nicole.kidman@establishment.rpg
Subject: Thank you and congratulations

Dear Carrie-Anne:

First of all thank you so much; not just Mrs. Fields, but all cinnamon sugar? For an old broad you have a memory like an elephant.

Chris liked the leash and both she and Nat helped with the cookies. I didn't take pictures, so you'll just have to let your perverse imagination go wild. I'm saving the absinthe for later, neither Chris nor Nat were up for the experience.

And Carrie? This thing with Jason Isaacs? Please, please tell me it's not a career move on either of your parts. I have to assume Liam approves but honestly his own marriage is hardly a love match, so, as dearly as I adore the man, I'm not sure he wouldn't encourage you and Jason to do something you may regret.

I'm sorry; I don't mean to rain on your parade. As always, you'll do your own thing regardless of what anyone says. I'd just hate to see you hurt by all this, so please, think this through. If this is the real thing, please accept my congratulations and my every hope for you happiness.

All my love,

Nicole

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2:14 am - e-mail to [info]pierce_b
To: pierce.brosnan@establishment.rpg
From: Nicole.kidman@establishment.rpg
Subject: Thank you.

Dear Pierce,

Thank you so very much for the gifts; the earrings in particular are beautiful. And only you would color-coordinate a birthday gift to this extent. Not that I'm complaining mind you; one of the things I've always liked about you is your good taste.

I'm sorry I missed you when you were here; I understand from Christina that you're in LA right now. I hope you're well and not brooding over anything. The next time we're in the same place at the same time, we should have lunch or drinks or something.

And Pierce? I'm so sorry Sean is not being cooperative in your fight against the gossip and the tabloids. He's always been ... difficult.

Thank you again.

All my love,

Nicole

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2:11 am - e-mail to [info]baz_lurhmann and [info]craigpearce
To: baz.lurhmann@establishment.rpg, craig.pearce@estabilshment.rpg
From: Nicole.kidman@establishment.rpg
Subject: Thank you!


Dear Baz and Criag,

Thank you so much for the gorgeous ring. I would sing a song we all know and love except that the song is wrong. Good directors and writers are a girl's best friend if that girl wants to be a real actress. I'm very much looking forward to working with you again; I miss the crazy times at Iona. Speaking of which, Carrie-Anne sent me a bottle of absinthe for my birthday; do you two feel like getting together with me and helping me get rid of it? After all it's illegal here in the States and I'd hate to get caught possesing it.

And if not for absinthe, I'd still like to get together with the two of you.

All my love,

Nicole

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2:08 am - e-mail to [info]sandrabullock
To: sandra.bullock@establishment.rpg
From: nicole.kidman@establishment.rpg
Subject: Thank you


Dear Sandy,

Thank you so much, the wrap is absolutely stunning and so soft; give me cashmere over fur any day. I'm tempted to roll around naked in it.


All my love,

Nicole

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Saturday, June 21st, 2003
2:11 pm - email for [info]georgeclooney
To: george.clooney@establishment.rpg
From: Nicole.kidman@establishment.rpg
Subject: Thank you


Dear George,

Would champagne and chocolate covered cherries be considered the breakfast of champions or the late evening snack of ballet aficionados? Thanks to you, it will be the latter.

Thank you so very much; you are one of the last true gentlemen in the buisiness. You should give lessons.

All my love,


Nicole

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1:21 pm - email to [info]judel
To: jude.law@establishment.rpg
From: Nicole.kidman@establishment.rpg
Subject: Thank you

Dear Jude,

The shoes are perfect! The only thing I noticed was that I get distinctly bitchy when I put them on. Your doing?

But really, I love them to death and I'm already looking for the right dress to go with them. So many people start the other way -- dress, then shoes -- and that's just wrong.

Thank you and I look forward to seeing you soon.

All my love,

Nicole

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12:42 pm - email to [info]ewan_mcgregor
To: ewan.mcgregor@establishment.rpg
From: nicole.kidman@establishment.rpg
Subject: Thank you


Dear Ewan,

Just think of what Baz would say if he learned you gave that Ganesh away. And I have to work with him; I'd never live it down. So I'm afraid your stuck with it. Take the "white elephant" joke as read.

Or ... give it to Carrie-Anne as an engagement present.

Thank you so much for the flowers, they're lovely.

If my schedule permits, I'll see you at the Resort. I know George will be shutting down filming for that time period and I can't imagine you not wanting to go.

All my love,

Nicole

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12:38 pm - email to [info]hughjackman
to: hugh.jackman@establishment.rpg
From: nicole.kidman@establishment
Subject: Thank you

Dear Hugh,

Thank you so much for the rose, and yes I had a lovely birthday.

I'm not sure what my schedule is but if I'm still in the city when you are, I'd enjoy getting togehter.

Thank you,

Nicole

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Sunday, June 15th, 2003
4:30 pm - email to [info]ewan_mcgregor
Ewan,

Let me guess, Baz sent you a Ganesh? He means well, you know.

Speaking of Baz, I imagine you don't bother to look at the membership lists but both he and Craig are in the Establishment, Craig just recently. I know there was some tension so I thought you should know.

I am so very glad that you and Jude are together. Both of you deserve to be happy, and for all his seeming abrasiveness Jude is a wonderful man. But then you know that, don't you?

I've been seeing Christina (Ricci, you know her don't you) and now it looks like I'll actually be playing with one of your Star Wars co stars. I know you probably never gave her the kinds of looks I'm giving her but, Natalie's a gorgeous girl, isn't she?

Anyway, I'm glad you liked the plants and the bowl. I'll let you know the next time work brings me to London.

All my love,

Nicole

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Saturday, June 14th, 2003
9:51 pm - Christina and Nicole -- Friday Evening 13 June
in which Christina plays with her pet Kitten -- Nicole -- and proposes something interesting )

current mood: Blissed Out

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4:00 pm - Delivery to the Law - McGregor household
Delivered to the home of [info]ewan_mcgregor and [info]judel:

Two potted Orange trees, two potted Lemon trees, two
Scented Geranium Crates and three potted white hydrangeas. And one glass bowl.






Note:

Dearest Ewan and Jude,

I hope these will add the required homey -- one might even say "girly" although I prefer the term artistic-- touch to your new house. I'm sorry I can't make it to your party, but next time I'm in London, I'd love to see the place.

Best wishes,

Nicole

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Wednesday, June 4th, 2003
1:08 pm - Chat Log -- Christina & Nicole -- Monday 2 June
[takes place on Monday night]

in which Christina and Nicole are reunited )

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Tuesday, June 3rd, 2003
9:02 pm - email to [info]c_a_moss
To: c.a.moss@establishment.rpg
From: Nicole.kidman@establishment.rpg
Re: your place

Carrie,

Chris offered me your place as a hideout and I just wanted to check in with you and make sure you don't mind. I really appreciate it because I could use a few days in the canyon soaking in your tub and swimming in your pool.

So if the offer is still open, I'm ever so grateful.

Purringly grateful,

Nicole

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8:49 pm - email to [info]georgeclooney
To: george.clooney@establishment.rpg
From: nicole.kidman@establishment.rpg
Subject: RE: Be My Baby

George dear,

>>I got an invite from Mein Host Mr Jackman, and I want to be there for him, offer the poor guy some moral support, but I don't think I should turn up alone. So I figure you and me, we could have a torrid high profile red carpet affair in front of the world's press. Such stunningly attractive people as the two of us, we've just got to be sleeping together, right? ;)<<

Oh George....

I know you asked in all sincerity and I'm sorry it took so long for me to get back to you. After Tom I'm so leery of the whole beard thing, but I know you and you've always been a perfect gentleman and a true friend. And I appreciate all that you've been doing for all of us who were outed this week

So yes, I would be delighted to be your date at the Tonys. Being seen on your arm is no hardship, trust me. I'm thinking to fly in on Saturday night and will be staying at The Library.

Look forward to seeing you!

Love,

Nic
Monday, June 2nd, 2003
11:36 am - voicemail to Christina
*hesitantly*

Christina? It's Nicole. I don't know if you've seen the Tattler yet this mmorning.

Um, if you have, call me OK?

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Wednesday, May 21st, 2003
2:30 pm - what I should have said
private

Sean? Christina, I don't get it.

He's a nice guy, but....

If you push him too far, he'll go crying on Carrie or Liam's shoulder again and suddenly you'll be the bad guy.

Be careful. Please.

Of course she's a big girl and can look after herself, so I didn't say that.

But I should have.
2:19 pm - e-mail to c_ricci
To: christina.ricci@establishment.rpg
From: nicole.kidman@establishment.rpg
Subject: Your note


Christina,

I don't know how many times I've tired to sit and write to you. And now I get your letter and I feel simply awful.

First of all, I will always totally respect any other involvements you may have. While I don't really know Sean all that well, everything I've heard about him has been positive.

Secondly ...

Oh Christina, I don't know what to say. I wasn't pulling away from you. Not at all. I wish I could still be in London, curled up at your feet, eating croissants from your hand.

But I can't be there. I can't come back. It has nothing to do with me wanting or not wanting.

I told you this is what I do. Christina, acting defines me. When I had nothing else, I had my career. And if you can't share me with it, then ....

No. I know you understand. This is why I took the chance and got involved with you. Because only another actor could understand.

Christina, you have as much of me as I can give another person. I miss you far more than I expected, far more than I've missed anything in a long time.

I just don't know where that leaves us.


With love,

Nicole

current mood: exhausted

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