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eternal evenflow layout v.17-B features Dylan, a character from my orimanga, kashmir. Part scientist, part medic, Dylan is among the most knowledgeable of the strange phenonmena surrounding The City. His obsession with the Cult predates his time with the Watchtower, when they took something ever so precious from him. Both hate and loyalty are eternal in his eyes...
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November 19th, '08 @ 22:53

TOTALLY AFK FOR A FEW DAYS BBL!

No, [info]kurumasha is coming to visit allllll the way from Canuckia, and she's meeting up with me at Jon's place in Houston. So it's like double the fun! ... oh boy, I hope she's not a trap after all these years. D:

But yeah, see you all Monday! =_= I'll get to answering emails and LJ comments then...
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November 16th, '08 @ 21:57

 i want van's crazy babies 
lol

in the end, i'll always otp them and i don't care if i'm the only one )
Hm, while I'm doing this, time to snag pretty pics of Hijikata for icons. =(
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November 15th, '08 @ 17:22

 annnndddd abyss 
ROFL VAN'S FACE WHEN NATALIA STARTS SCOLDING GUY AND FREAKING HIM OUT

HAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHHAHAA

I heart you, Van.
No matter that you're a crazy, manipulative fatalistic bastard. =(

Hm... Well, they didn't acknowledge Cecille very much (in the game, Guy tries to hide from her and not cause she's a woman NOTICE THE SIMILARITIES IN THEIR LAST NAMES) and uh. Van didn't get imprisoned. :O Well, I guess not imprisoning Van makes the characters look LESS STUPID considering they imprisoned him cause they SUSPECTED him for doing dastardly things... and then let him go cause Luke wanted it.

You know, I love Van to bits, but watching him just so ruthlessly manipulate Luke pains me.

But hearing him talk about the way (Luke) wanted to run away from the horrible hyperresonance experiments makes me cry for Van, because he's actually talking about himself... =(

AND WOOO DARK WINGS!!!!

And once again, I'm really struck by how Karma really fits Asch and Luke.
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November 15th, '08 @ 16:34

OH MY GOD GINTAMA 86-87

OH MY GOD HIJI AND OKITA WERE SUCH CUTE KIDS BHWAHAHAHADK AJ:SLDKJ A:LKJ !:LK hjg;dlkaj f;lksd fja;sldf jaka;dflkja df
fd hfkl;asdjkasjdl1!!3e kadf jsa;ofkj sd !23k1;lf jdsakl;fjksdalkfasdf

Also, I'm totally getting a double dose of Nakata Jouji here and it's making Roo all melty. =(

in the meantime...
fklas djf;oasdj fl;aksdfj a;sldkf j;sakldfj a;sdfj s;dflj a;lkj df;gkl;dlkf jal;skdj f;lsad fjas;ofiu aoifdu 1!!!2321!!1
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November 9th, '08 @ 10:56

 why yes, raven IS hot 
Nnnngh, nothing much has really been going on here. Mom brought home yet another stray, we'll see how long this one lasts and if my dog will kill it or not. It's a terribly cute kitten, but my mom's crazy finicky.

I've been working on stuff on the Porn Box, but since the first piece I want to "debut" with it is helluva big, it's been sloooow coming. In the meantime though, I'm really loving this iMac much more than that MacMini crap. ♥ I've also been playing YO a bit. Fun to party with people again. Hit it up with midbies with Emi, Sha, and Jon last night even for great lulz and rape by Bapho. (I failwiz.)

Hmmmm debating about starting SO1 today...

Oh yeah, anyone play Fable 2? Well, I know [info]ereshkigal has, but like, I need opinions in general.
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November 2nd, '08 @ 21:27

MwahahahahHAHAHAHAHHA :DAJK LAJ :AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!1111

1890est is totally live and kickin'!

Well, almost. I still need to upgrade my PC (LOL) although I'm in no hurry for that. I do need to invest in a wireless keyboard for the PC though, just as you can see, it's currently on top of the original Whack. The shared network drive failed on arrival--the drive itself seems to be the problem. Currently though the computers are networked to share my second hard drive. The iMac (dubbed either Nirvana or "The Porn Box") has no connection to the internets though, and the PC itself cannot access the Mac, although the Mac can access it.

Whack II is so disgustingly hot I just want to lick it. =( I'm using the Wacom mouse due to lack of table space (as you can see), but it's working just fabulously. The Intuos3 also got rid of the strips that were at the top of my Intuos1 (still connected to the PC) so now there are handy buttons that act as NIFTY SHORTCUTS which is cool and awesome cause my Mac keyboard is a bit out of place but now I can just press buttons on Whack II instead.

I miss my old desk which had tons of shelf space for all my toys, but I'll get some wall shelves at my job tomorrow and that'll settle that. I also lost all my drawers (which is why there's an ugly box under my desk ATM), so I need to get a rolling filing cabinet or something to shove my documents and office crap into.

The iMac is much more impressive than the MacMini, and since I still have my PC, I'm not exposed to a sudden learning curve in learning a new OS. The screen is just LIKEWHOA--seriously, it's almost as big as my TV (2" smaller even!), and apparently Steph could comfortably watch vids from it from the bed like, ten feet away. I'm pretty excited about using it.

Although I haven't drawn anything yet. =_= But I have plans, ho ho ho!

This also means I really have no true excuse to put off doing uh... any type of 1890 E Street work now. ... haahha... hahahaha... ha..... .... *flings self off a cliff*

In the meantime, got to see the movie Versus. It's like Devil May Cry, only with zombies and yakuza and it's like, the BEST bad action movie I've ever seen! Seriously. XD The action is fun and the lines corny/cheesy/funny, and you could tell the people making it were out to have a good time and it shows. Definitely a flick that much be shown in a con hotel room after cosplay or something.

Had a great time seeing the Austinites again. I really should take advantage of seeing them more. But in the meantime, we got cosplay plans for A-kon solidified. Our Tear(ToA)/Mitsuru(P3) agreed to join us, so now we have Estelle in the Heroic Princess alt-outfit. ♥♥ Jon decided to go as Raven (bwa ha!) and I settled into Dark Enforcer Yuri with Bunny Ears attachment.







oh god i'm poor again sob
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October 30th, '08 @ 19:01

Augh... I dunno. I'm kinda peeved off right now.

I'm not politically active, but when I get a statement like:
"I don't know, I guess the majority of the country believes gays should have rights, but I don't believe in it."

Yes, I'm going to call you ignorant. I don't care who you are, but YOU ARE FUCKING IGNORANT.

If the MAJORITY of this country believed that, WE WOULDN'T HAVE THE PROBLEMS WE HAVE RIGHT NOW.
YOU KNOW. With GIVING PEOPLE the same goddamn rights as OTHER PEOPLE.

You are part of the GODDAMN PROBLEM and YOU are in the MAJORITY so don't act like a goddamn matyr just because some of us are human beings and believe that all humans, no matter RACE, GENDER, OR ORIENTATION, deserve the same rights as OTHER HUMAN BEINGS. You know. That "all men are created equal"??? YOU LOVE AMERICA AND YET YOU DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND THAT BASIC TENET THAT FOUNDED IT?

I have no fucking idea why you want to deny "gays" any sort of basic rights. WHAT DO YOU THINK THEY ARE THREATENING YOU WITH IF THEY CAN ACTUALLY CLAIM THEIR PARTNER ON THEIR GODDAMN INSURANCE OR BE ABLE TO GO INTO THE EMERGENCY ROOM TO SEE THEM?

GAY TERRORISM?
YES WATCH OUT THEY'LL TURN YOU HOMO.

Just. Ugh. Dealing with it in my house. And they wonder why I live in my room.
The more I learn about his political views, the more I just want to smash things.
I never met anyone who couldn't understand HUMAN RIGHTS FOR EVERYONE at fucking all.

I'm not gonna even get started on how he'd like to take away my rights as a woman.

God just... god. =_= Even my mother, who is against homosexuality as she believes it's a biblical sin, believes in friggin' gay rights--in that the government doesn't have the right to deny them. Just. WHAT THE FUCK. AKL:FJ A:LDFJ :LFKAJF: LAKJD:L AUGH
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October 29th, '08 @ 20:44

 ToA anime + other crap 
Welllll, I haven't been doing much generally other than some artistic doodles (I GET MY AWESOME NEW SYSTEM THIS WEEKEND I CAN'T WAIT OH MY GOD I GOT THE NEW WHACK IN AND IT'S SOOOOOO BIG that's what SHE said)... been playing Vesperia yes, but it's all boring stuff, like getting the No More Grinding achievement or the 15 Fake Gald to fight Kratos on Unknown with Jon when he visits this weekend. So I haven't bothered doing any logs... I still got one left though. I... kinda wanna play the entire game again. =_= I want to see the early bits with Raven again...

But I did get SO1 though! Man, reading the book, they totally revamped the system into SO2's, and now I'm all excited about playing SO2 again. I miss Ashton and I miss Leon! ♥ Persona 4 comes out around the same time though, augh... ... also lol. Yuri Lowenthal plays the hero in SO1. This makes me giggle.

I started Infinite Undiscovery and played very briefly (only cause I was testing something with the 360)... it didn't seem that bad so far. We'll see... a game doesn't get this many bad reviews for nothing...

So...





The Abyss anime 1-4 came in the mail today.

I'm sure you're just DYING to hear my thoughts. XD

well, here you go )

Oh yeah, [info]aruru, I was viewing the ones from Shinsen-subs. They're not bad. They called Guy's gynophobia as "misogyny" at one point, but that's it...
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October 24th, '08 @ 19:53

 brainflash! 
GUYS GUYS I JUST REALIZED YURI IS GONNA BE IN RADIANT MYTHOLOGY 2 RIGHT?
YOU KNOW GUY IS IN IT TOO RIGHT?

There is NO way 765 can be BLIND to the fact that Guy and Flynn look similar--even the doujinka are picking up on it. Right?!?!

PLZ 765 HAVE A SKIT WHERE YURI MISTAKES GUY FOR FLYNN!
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October 23rd, '08 @ 20:05

AUGHHHHHHHHHH
;_;

I started CRYING reading this goddamn Van&Guy doujin. =(
WHY ARE THEY SO TRAGIC aughghghghghghghhghg

o vandesdelca... SRSLY ;_;;;;

=( *sadface* I... I'm gonna go draw shit... ;_; or watch Van's story in Tales of Fandom vol 2 again and CRY MOAR

At least the Brave Story books were disgustingly cute and fun.
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