Is it strange to have such a strong motivation inside of you?

Maybe.. motivation isn't the right word. Like.. a tugging, an awe, just that feeling of astonishment and wanting to compare yourself to that level, achieve it, and beat it.

I don't really know what other people's [mm.. how to put it] love is. Mine, to be simplistic, is animation. I think I'm a little strange about that.. but.. When I watch something, and you just feel utterly stunned and in awe of someone's hard effort and work.. such that it's so impressive you're left staring... you can't help but want to better yourself, and over come them.

I don't think other people do that as much as I do;, especially when it's over something little that most people wouldn't notice... Like " Fuuuaaa O_O. The secondary motion on Rock Lee's hair... ::stares::" or "Wow.. the weight and muscletary motion on that monster was amazing..." and so forth.

I wanna see someone elses passion... whether it be writing, or cosplay, or.. whatever.. Kind of wish people would show their passion more, but.. our society seems a little apathetic these days.

Gawd, I'm -so- glad Japan's so devoted to classical 2D animation. That country's produced so many works that have just left me staring. It's heartening.. especially since 2D's death in North America is pretty much buried and forgotten now adays.

I wanna animate now. Fua... too much work to do first though... -_-...