Want sleep now please @ 06:29 am
Haven't slept in over 48 hours. This is the longest that I've ever gone without sleep, including trans-Atlantic travel. I absolutely despise it. I used to know someone who'd brag about not sleeping the better part of a week and I always wondered why anyone would brag about it. Now particularly, I can't conceive why. I feel embarrassed and a bit troubled about it.
My judgment is almost shot, my motor skills are extremely flawed (typing is difficult because of that) and I've found that my face goes numb sometimes, particularly around my eyes and forehead. I guess my face muscles are extremely exhausted. And it's difficult to keep my head upright and to remember what I'm doing.
For about three minutes, I stood in front of my refrigerator. I wasn't sure why, though occasionally I'd get this nagging thought about needing something from the fridge. Then finally, I remembered that I wanted milk. Oy.
I'm so tired that I can fall asleep in any position, including while sitting upright in my uncomfortable desk chair. This is bad.
Hopefully, I will be able to nab eight hours of sleep tonight if I play my cards right. I'll probably go to bed around seven or eight depending on what my schedule is.
It's very hard to believe that the semester is almost over.
This has been an extremely interesting journal entry, hasn't it? Normally, I neglect this journal, but IJ's down and I'm trying to keep awake by typing semi-coherantly, so there you go.