Haven't slept in over 48 hours. This is the longest that I've ever gone without sleep, including trans-Atlantic travel. I absolutely despise it. I used to know someone who'd brag about not sleeping the better part of a week and I always wondered why anyone would brag about it. Now particularly, I can't conceive why. I feel embarrassed and a bit troubled about it.

My judgment is almost shot, my motor skills are extremely flawed (typing is difficult because of that) and I've found that my face goes numb sometimes, particularly around my eyes and forehead. I guess my face muscles are extremely exhausted. And it's difficult to keep my head upright and to remember what I'm doing.

For about three minutes, I stood in front of my refrigerator. I wasn't sure why, though occasionally I'd get this nagging thought about needing something from the fridge. Then finally, I remembered that I wanted milk. Oy.

I'm so tired that I can fall asleep in any position, including while sitting upright in my uncomfortable desk chair. This is bad.

Hopefully, I will be able to nab eight hours of sleep tonight if I play my cards right. I'll probably go to bed around seven or eight depending on what my schedule is.

It's very hard to believe that the semester is almost over.

This has been an extremely interesting journal entry, hasn't it? Normally, I neglect this journal, but IJ's down and I'm trying to keep awake by typing semi-coherantly, so there you go.

So, LJ's down for repairs and IJ's coding is doing something weird, so I can't properly see my journal. It's times like these when I realize how much I'm addicted to blogging. I've been continuously trying to check my LJ friends list, even though I can't get to it.

Since my alternative journal is down at the moment, I thought I'd just use this.

This year is already fucking disasterous.  All that's keeping me from crawling under my bed and hiding for the rest of the year (with lots of books and tea, of course) is that school and work don't really allow for that.

Still, books and tea sound really good.  *considers*