Now everything's about to fall apart.
I'm so sick of being blamed for all this crap.
Dad keeps saying stuff about me that I really don't think is true.
Like how my "Mothering" wasn't helping J.T . and that he hated it.
All I've done lately was love that kid. And you know... intervene when he was trying to like stab somebody. It's called common sense. I'm not just going to stand by and watch my brother perform acts of violence on people.
And then we got a call from "Covenant Health" and I answered, and they asked for Dad, and I told them that dad was gone and gave them his cell phone number. Apparently, it was J.T. calling from the mental health hospital... But how was I supposed to know that Covenant Health and Peninsula were the same place?
But anyway, Dad told me that I should have been more assertive on the phone, and that I should have told him about the call sooner.
Even though by the time he got home I was taking Kathy home and I had assumed that they had got in touch with him on his phone and forgotten about it. Besides the fact that I'm fucking 18. I could be out every night getting pregnant and doing drugs, but what do I do instead? Laundry, dishes, homework and taking care of someone else's child. I don't mind taking care of him, but still... No one appreciated a thing I did until I left. Then they were all "It's been hell since you left"....But it was hell for me every minute I stayed!
And I guess J.T. wouldn't have been in the mental hospital if he hadn't been suicidal because I left, but if they'd let him come with me, not only would he not have been suicidal, he would have been happy....
On his birthday, Mom and I spent time with him and I took this picture:
( JT asleep )
He doesn't look psychotic there.
Anyway, I'm going to be glad to get out of this dumb town with people constantly accusing me of stuff I am innocent of.
The other day we went to park in the lot next to the library, because I can't parallel park in the actual library spots...
And the last time I was in town that lot was free, but when we tried to leave the lady was like "I saw you walking down from the school, you're lying, you weren't at the library, back your car up and pay or else I'm calling the LAW on you". (total BS, we were only there for like 15 minutes, and we totally didn't come from the GRADE SCHOOL.)
Basically this goes to show that Sevier County is full of bitches and hoes, and the only people I miss, I see fairly regularly.
Dad keeps saying stuff about me that I really don't think is true.
Like how my "Mothering" wasn't helping J.T . and that he hated it.
All I've done lately was love that kid. And you know... intervene when he was trying to like stab somebody. It's called common sense. I'm not just going to stand by and watch my brother perform acts of violence on people.
And then we got a call from "Covenant Health" and I answered, and they asked for Dad, and I told them that dad was gone and gave them his cell phone number. Apparently, it was J.T. calling from the mental health hospital... But how was I supposed to know that Covenant Health and Peninsula were the same place?
But anyway, Dad told me that I should have been more assertive on the phone, and that I should have told him about the call sooner.
Even though by the time he got home I was taking Kathy home and I had assumed that they had got in touch with him on his phone and forgotten about it. Besides the fact that I'm fucking 18. I could be out every night getting pregnant and doing drugs, but what do I do instead? Laundry, dishes, homework and taking care of someone else's child. I don't mind taking care of him, but still... No one appreciated a thing I did until I left. Then they were all "It's been hell since you left"....But it was hell for me every minute I stayed!
And I guess J.T. wouldn't have been in the mental hospital if he hadn't been suicidal because I left, but if they'd let him come with me, not only would he not have been suicidal, he would have been happy....
On his birthday, Mom and I spent time with him and I took this picture:
( JT asleep )
He doesn't look psychotic there.
Anyway, I'm going to be glad to get out of this dumb town with people constantly accusing me of stuff I am innocent of.
The other day we went to park in the lot next to the library, because I can't parallel park in the actual library spots...
And the last time I was in town that lot was free, but when we tried to leave the lady was like "I saw you walking down from the school, you're lying, you weren't at the library, back your car up and pay or else I'm calling the LAW on you". (total BS, we were only there for like 15 minutes, and we totally didn't come from the GRADE SCHOOL.)
Basically this goes to show that Sevier County is full of bitches and hoes, and the only people I miss, I see fairly regularly.
distressed