I'm on the brink....

What if it was you?
You that I needed all along?
I felt like a fool
Thinking we were completely wrong

It seemed like a dream
One beautiful screen
That echoed forever
And made us not afraid to feel a thing

And after it ends
We'll try to be friends
They say that what doesn't kill us makes us who we are

All this time and everything's changed but I still feel the same
All good things eventually end and get washed down the drain

What a disaster it would be if you discovered that I cared
A little too much for friends but not enough to share

You Never ever believed in Me.

I never wanted it to end like this.

You Can't save yourself

*above quotes from Marilyn Manson Songs*

"It's alright, I'm just a girl she said
talk down to me and take me to bed
I don't think I don't feel
and I don't really matter at all
Kiss me in darkness and turn out the light
pretend you're with someone else tonight
you don't think you don't feel
and I don't really understand why

I'm a person who speaks I'm a person who thinks
but you hope I'll forget as you ply me with drinks
and you cannot buy me and you cannot use me
but I know that you'll want to try...

It's alright, I'm just a girl she said
you can't buy me and take me to bed
because I think
because I feel
and you don't matter at all"

-Just a Girl by Dubstar (I just discovered them cuz one of my favorite bands did a cover of one of their songs...So this explains how i'm all of a sudden listening to '90s Brit-Pop)