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Date:2008-06-25 14:29
Subject:FUN FACT
Security:Public
Mood: tired
Music:Bree typing

Last time I made a public post here, I was on my way to visit [info]breecita and [info]donna!

FUNNER FACT:

That was almost a year ago!

FUNNEST FACT!:

GUESS WHERE I'M POSTING FROM RIGHT NOW!!

*\o/* That's right! I'm visiting them again! And have been since last week! But tomorrow I leave to go visit [info]shoiryu and on Saturday I leave Shoi to go WHO KNOWS WHERE but maybe [info]soleta overnight and then on Sunday I go visit [info]waltraute on my way back home!

And then on Monday classes start up. :(

CAN I JUST STAY HERE FOREVER?

Also, I just cleaned up my flist. Which is oddly easier here because everyone I defriended here I have friended over on LJ anyway and all they do is crosspost so it's not like I'll be missing their entries.

YES, YOU ARE STILL ON MY FLIST. JEEZ. I WOULD NEVER DEFRIEND YOU.

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Date:2007-08-29 20:07
Subject:DEAR INTERNETS
Security:Public
Mood: scared
Music:CSI - Lady Heather

 
[info]donna and [info]breecita are gonna eat me or something. If you don't hear from my by Saturday, it's because either they ate me, or my purty mouth is busy squealing like a pig.

That is all.

OH, ALSO: I think I popped my ear drum by smacking my ear lots trying to get it to stop rining. THIS IS NOT GOOD.
 

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Date:2007-08-29 17:15
Subject:Let Me Tell You My Thoughts On The Meme
Security:Public
Mood: hungry
Music:CSI - Lady Heather

 

THE MEME
LET ME TELL YOU MY THOUGHTS ON IT

dun Dun DUUUUN )
 

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Date:2007-08-15 12:22
Subject:>:(
Security:Public
Mood: cranky
Music:CRANKY

 
I am so cranky today. I AM PROBABLY CRANKY AT YOU. Even if I don't know who you are.

>:( You probably smell like old socks, too.

GOD I AM CRANKY.
 

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Date:2007-08-11 18:50
Subject:>:)
Security:Public
Mood: tired
Music:Seanan McGuire - Missing Part

 
Everyone who's had an account here for more than a year are getting mi-i-ighty cranky.

Sadly, the internet-lawyer-cum-friend-of-a-real-lawyer has a good point. Free speech protects you from the government, not from businesses with TOSes.

ILU ALL except for you and you and you.
 

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Date:2007-01-17 15:26
Subject:HI THIS IS REALLY IMPORTANT
Security:Public
Mood: indecisive
Music:Y HELO THAR FAN

 
Okay internet, I am in need of help again. I already posted about this, but I figure that now, since everything is more concrete, I should ask again. Plus, I'm cross-posting to LJ.

You all know my roommate situation, yes? To sum it up, we have irreconcilable differences, compounded by both groups of us (as much as me vs. them can be considered two groups) engaging in activities either against our contract or illegal.

So, I'm thinking of moving off campus. There are various pros and cons, which I'll try to list, but I'm not sure if I will remember them all. So, feel free to throw out suggestions in the comments.

Cons:
1) I'll still have to pay for my room on campus since the refund deadline was a while ago
2) To get an apartment I can afford, my commute will be at least half an hour to school and forty minutes to work. And that's not during rush hour traffic.
3) I'll probably have issues (read: lots of stress) during the months I'm in school when coming up with rent and bill money.

Pros:
1) I'll finally have an apartment, so I won't have to deal with moving two or three times a year.
2) I won't have to deal with the stress of living with cunty people. And, make no mistake, that's a lot of stress. =\
3) I'll have an apartment, so my bedroom won't be so cluttered.

Here are two ads that I'm looking at, summarized for your convenience.

Check It )

So, what do you guys think? Please, comment with reasons why you're for/against. I want to make sure that I'm not missing anything.


Poll #216 Apartment
Open to: All, results viewable to: All

Should I Move Off Campus?

View Answers

Yes
3 (50.0%)

No
3 (50.0%)


 

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Date:2007-01-14 19:57
Subject:Housing Dilemna
Security:Public
Mood: tired
Music:Computers!

 
Internets, I need help. First off, background info:

Month+ before school: "Hi, I'm bringing my rats!" "Cool, we're bringing booze!" "Cool."

Two days before I move in: "Yeah, we talked, and no rats." "Okay. Also, no booze." "...wot..." "*shrug*" "Fine."

School starts: "*brings booze*" "*brings rats*"

End of Semester: "We know you have rats. Get rid of them." "Okay. Get rid of your booze." "...wot..." "It's only fair."

New Semester Starts: "*brings booze*" "*brings rats and photographs booze*"

Obviously, rats = me, booze = roommates.

So, the question: Do I try to move off-campus right now?

Pros: Less stressful in the pet department. Also less stressful in the general living-with-people-I-hate department.

Cons: I'd still be paying for my room here at school, since the deadline for getting a refund has passed. Also, I'll probably have more stress come July when I'm not working a full-time job anymore.

That's what I got. What do you guys have?
 

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Date:2006-12-23 23:15
Subject:WUT
Security:Public
Mood:WUT
Music:WUT

 
TEZ. TEZ, HE POOFED TEZ. HE POOFED. HE WAS THIS BIG BAD BAD GUY AND HE DIDN'T EVEN REALLY DO ANYTHING EXCEPT POOFED. LIKE THE POOFINGEST POOFTER THAT EVER POOFED.

WHAT THE HELL.

BAD FILLER ARC! BAD! NO COOKIES FOR YOU!
 

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Date:2006-12-19 03:18
Subject:NOT HAPPY
Security:Public
Mood: angry
Music:ANGRYSAUCE

 
GODDAMNT BREE, NOW I CAN'T EVEN LOG INTO AIM AT ALL.
 

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Date:2006-12-08 22:42
Subject:Sad Panda
Security:Public
Mood: stressed
Music:BSG

 
This semester insits on continuing to shit on me.

Whine whine whine )
 

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Date:2006-11-24 22:03
Subject:The Cider House Rules
Security:Public
Mood: depressed
Music:Mannheim Steamroller - Faeires (from 'The Nutcracker')

 
"Let us be happy for Doctor Larch," Homer said softly. "Doctor Larch has found a family. Good night, Doctor Larch."

[...]

To Nurse Edna, who was in love, and to Nurse Angela, who wasn't (but who had in her wisdom named both Homer Wells and Fuzzy Stone), there was no fault to be found in the hearts of either Dr. Stone or Dr. Larch, who were--if there ever were--Princes of Maine, Kings of New England.

~The Cider House Rules, by John Irving (pp. 569, 587)


It's funny; for some reason, I never remember the last paragraph of the book. In the beginning, when I'm getting all melancholy over Larch saying "Good night--you Princes of Maine, you Kings of New England!", I always think to myself that a perfect ending to this book would be that phrase. And, well, that's close.

I fucking hate end-of-an-era books no matter how much I love the book itself. Whenever I read The Cider House Rules I swear I cry through the last 20 pages or so because everything's changing and that just plain sucks ass.

I wonder if people who don't despise change as much as I do react the same way?
 

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Date:2006-11-22 20:10
Subject:Stupid Thanksgiving
Security:Public
Mood:Overwhelmed
Music:CLone High

 
Uh... So you guys... How do you clean a turkey? Like, do you just take out everything inside? Or what?

OMFG what am I doing????
 

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Date:2006-11-15 12:32
Subject:God fucking DAMNIT
Security:Public
Mood: angry
Music:Helsinki Compaints Choir

 
I should've called the goddamned cops last night and tried to get them to put her on a goddamned 72-hour hold.

At this point I'm just angry. )

So she's going home tomorrow, apparently, and has an appointment with whoever. But she needs to have Da cancel it because she forgot that she has community service and:
Kerry: nooo i cant i will feel bad my retard will be sad
Kerry: i'll be a horrible person

...

So not only do I need to call Da and give him the full details of the shit she's been saying to me, I need to tell him to pick her up and take her regardless of whether she tells him to cancel or not.

God damnit.

ETA: He called me for advice just as I posted this. So I gave him a list of what to do and what meds everyone is on/worked so that he can tell Merle, and told him to drag her to the damned doctor no matter what she says or does. And that if she wouldn't go, to call the cops and tell them XYZ and get her put on a 72-hour hold. And that if he couldn't do any of this then have Merle call me so I can fill him in, and if she's refusing to go and he can't make her I'll call the goddamned cops.
 

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Date:2006-11-13 21:03
Subject:I think I'm starting to really hate my family
Security:Public
Mood: frustrated
Music:Other people typing

Jesus. I am so sick of this bullshit. Through her own goddamned stupidity she has got herself into all of these situations. But of course it's everyone else's fault. Gods forbid she takes some sodding responsibility.

I am done playing the "Oh you poor dear" person. I forgot what a fucking little princess this kid is and why I fucking hated her guts for most of my life.

I think I say that I'm done with my family once every other week or so, but this time, I think I'm serious.

Every time it's the same, except I'm usually nicer )

So what the hell do I do? I'm considering calling up the health center at her college and being like "Hey, can you stage an intervention with this kid or throw her into a psych ward or something just so she can see what it's like and stop being all damsel-in-distress-y?"

What do I do, internets? What do I do?

ETA: Also, I'm going to be so fucking mad at that school if they waive the fine for her. She needs to learn some goddamned responsibility.
 

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Date:2006-11-12 15:10
Subject:*headdesk*
Security:Public
Mood:Fantastico
Music:Ed, Ed, and Eddie, I think, What is this shit?

 
You guys. This is not the kind of wanking you were meant to be doing.

Sheesh.
 

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Date:2006-11-10 20:54
Subject:The internet makes me hate you all
Security:Public
Mood:Panty-Bunched
Music:Great Big Sea - Billy Peddle

 
What the hell does [info]freezer's reply to this comment even mean? *gets panties in a bunch because she has nothing better to do*
 

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Date:2006-11-10 20:46
Subject:GIP!
Security:Public
Mood:Happy-Dance
Music:Great Big Sea - When I'm Up

 
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII have a new IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIcon!

And it is purty!

And nice!

And Aizen!

And yaaaaaaaaaaaaay!
 

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Date:2006-11-02 20:26
Subject:In which the US health care system fucks me over
Security:Public
Mood: angry
Music:ANGER ANGER ANGER

 
Today, my lovely doctor here at school gave me a ring to inform me that I had no health insurance.

You see, we're now trying Effexor, which needs preauthorization (or some such crap) because there is no generic brand. So she faxed the stuff to BCBS Monday. They called her today (Thursday) to tell her that I was no longer listed on that plan, thus they couldn't authorize the 'script.

...

I call my mum, because this is more important than me not speaking to my family. She says that we still have health insurance so I should still be covered.

Right. I call up BCBS. Bree is thankfully online and reassures me about what to do.

I fucking hate being on hold.

Finally, I get a real voice. She checks all the records (more being on hold) and determines that my parents never returned the Student Certification (that says "Yes, Erin is, indeed, still in school for real") that they were sent, thus my coverage ended November 1.

Right, that would be all well and good, except my parents never got anything in the sodding mail from them. Thankfully, I can get the form online. Right. I hang up, email everything to my mum. Call her to let her know she has to fill out the form I attached and get Da to sign it, then fax it to the number on the form.

I realize I have no clue when/if this will take effect. I call back BCBS. It'll take 5 business days. Sooo Friday Monday Tuesday Wednesday THURSDAY before I have health insurance. But it's okay! Because any medical anything that goes on from today until Thursday will still be covered!

Doesn't help me get meds, but okay.

Call back my doctor, update her on the situation. She says she'll resend the authorization request on Thursday. Then in only 3 business days, I can go get the 'script filled!

Only 3? That puts me at Friday Monday TUESDAY.

But wait! I work all day Tuesday and then I'm too tired on a good day to do anything else! So make that WEDNESDAY.

So, if I'm lucky, I will be able to get to CVS in slightly less than 2 weeks to get my meds. fasjdfjl;aksjf;lkja;klfja;klsjf I AM SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW.

Go ahead. Someone just TRY and tell me fucking socialized medicine or whateverthefuck it is is a bad thing. Go ahead.

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Date:2006-10-29 15:09
Subject:PAR-TAY
Security:Public
Mood: tired
Music:Sinister Ducks - March of the Sinister Ducks

 
I would link to the petition (sort of) over on B_P, but all y'all have already seen it.

Instead, I shall inform you guys that I HAVE PIE and I MADE IT ALL BY MYSELF. And that there is a Halloween party at my flat at 5pm. SO IF YOU ARE IN MASSACHUSETTS DO COME.

If you come early you will get to carve a pumpkin. Because I only got 4.
 

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Date:2006-10-29 01:14
Subject:Will everyone just STOP BEING STUPID??
Security:Public
Mood:dead
Music:Funeral dirge

 
Today I took one look at [info]wankitywank and lost the will to live.
 

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