|Becky = BITCH, DIE.
||[01 Feb 2004|02:38am]
I am so fucking sick of this. No matter what I do in the kitchen, there's always something wrong with it. I use the wrong implement, or I wash the dishes wrong, or I need to use fucking COMET to clean anything I used meat on because other people in this house are pretentious fucking vegans who think they're going to catch disease and DIE should the last remnants of my meat cooties be anywhere on their (excuse me, MY) cookware. I don't know about the people reading this, but I'd rather eat meat juice than Comet. Oh, and meat juice soaks into the wooden cutting board, use the plastic one. THANKS. Why don't you just cook FOR me from now on if you're going to be so fucking picky about it?! It's my fucking kitchen too, in case you've forgotten.
When food goes bad in this house, I get blamed for it. When food disappears, I get blamed for it. When there are dirty dishes in the sink, or dishes left in the drainer, I get blamed for it. And Becky could not possibly be any more condescending or self-righteous about it than she already is. The best of it? Every now and then she'll go off on how she sometimes forgets that's she's so much more MATURE than the rest of us because she's all of two years older. Right. Mature, my ass. I may not be the super-freak of cleanliness, but at least I'm not an ASS who very thinly veils the fact that she thinks everyone else is wrong about everything and then praises her own open-mindedness.
You're an extremist liberal, Becky. I hate to break it to you, but you're just as bad as the fucking conservatives on the other end of the scale, and one day, you'll realize it. Thirty years from now, you're going to be sitting there with the rest of the ex-hippies who were thrown back into reality with the onset of jobs, kids, and actually having to take responsibility for things, and you're going to be eating dairy (because you can't afford fucking SOY when you're paying bills) and supporting a war or a republican bill (because you finally accepted the fact that nothing is ever solved through protests with bad slogans) and asking yourself "What was I thinking?" And I'll reply, "Fuck if I know, but I was never so fucking stupid, you idealistic fool."
On top of that, she's a complete hypocrite. The Comet thing? Becky's request. Becky, who likes to talk about how nasty chemicals are and how we should use all-natural products. *headdesk* >_< KILL ME NOW.
And back on topic, I'm no longer cooking in this house. My cookware and knives are going bye-bye, thank you very fucking much.
PS: In a more general complaint, I really wish people would stop throwing around catch phrases like "solidarity" on this campus and attempting to infect everyone with "white guilt." STFU. I hate the liberalness of this school. Does no one understand the concepts of balance and moderation? The world is not black and white, in case you all haven't noticed by now.
PPS: I wonder how many times I used the word "fuck" or a variation thereof in this post. ^^;
PPPS: I feel kind of bad that all I really do here is bitch. Maybe I'll post other things here as well from now on.